We all go thru phases in life...damn i hav been one of da few ppl i think whoz been one of da most yedaa ppl....hmm...i hav been cleanin ma inbox n old messages n shit...its like i hav so much of junk like fwrds saved wich at dat point of time were like omg n now is like omggg wtf waz i thinkin....SHEESH!!! dey are like pointless to me now...
There are like so many emailz wich i hav ritten r like so emo, crappy, kiddish...omggg i cant believe i waz dat once upon a time...oh but den if i hadnt been dat there....den i wudnt be me dat is wht i m here, right now....shit its so awesome to see ur own self change like nethin in sum 2 years of time...its as if sumone swirled a magic wand or sumthin...however i still keep few things like convos, fwrds, picz, emailz and so on maybe jus fer a word or a sentence in it wich meanz a lot to me...
Another thing i realised is dat i havn't ritten sumthin in soo long...i miss ritin...diz post jus triggered my senses fer a possible thing i cud rite bout but den i hav an xam tomm so i dun hav time...n den later i hope i still remember wht i thot of rite now..
Besides a few things i really wish i cud do and have...
1. Get Drunk.
2. Buy an ipod and a new fone.
3. Get Black and Yellow bball shoes.
4. Go to the beach and sit near da water.
5. Go clubbing.
6. Play basketball.
7. Lastly do one thing wich i wudnt get to do regularly..sumthin different, out of da box, sumthin new...though i duno wat but yea...
I am in a very weird and different mood right now...its like i m happie and i guess i m bored... :P oh nd i hav an xam tomm nd as usual i don't feel like studyin...
Hey shud i stop ritin...?
Ok i got the answer...!
Saturday, June 02, 2007
Saturday, May 26, 2007
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Enuf fer now...i shall take more n post more later... :D
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
I m In Loveee :P
Yeah i no dese days i blog a lil more than often...well i keep gettin dese cravings of ritin ne not so important stuff also on my blog....*thinks*...hmm i waz actually wonderin wht to put up but my thots abruptly stopped wen i got diz orkut mesg....
jayadurai muthiah <1146428959300083611@mail.orkut.com>
to me 3:08 am (0 minutes ago)
hi dear
i love uuu
will u be my friend??????
This message was sent to you by jayadurai muthiah. To see jayadurai's profile click:http://www.orkut.com/Profile.aspx?uid=1146428959300083611* * *
Ok since i am sittin jobless right now i went to check out whoz da dude who sends me diz "wonderful" mesg....
Apparently hez an easy going 26 years old dude who lives alone, with kids and with parents *rolls eyes*
Hez done a bachelor's degree and is an engineer in da manufacturin n chemicals field....
Now da brownie....his personal profile.... :D
jayadurai muthiah <1146428959300083611@mail.orkut.com>
to me 3:08 am (0 minutes ago)
hi dear
i love uuu
will u be my friend??????
This message was sent to you by jayadurai muthiah. To see jayadurai's profile click:http://www.orkut.com/Profile.aspx?uid=1146428959300083611* * *
Ok since i am sittin jobless right now i went to check out whoz da dude who sends me diz "wonderful" mesg....
Apparently hez an easy going 26 years old dude who lives alone, with kids and with parents *rolls eyes*
Hez done a bachelor's degree and is an engineer in da manufacturin n chemicals field....
Now da brownie....his personal profile.... :D
jai
ideal match: girl with a mole on her nose,overlapped teeth...with a pony tail (hilarious)
first thing you will notice about me: hair (i noticed his malu moochi:P)
height: 178 centimeters
build: athletic ( i dun think so)
looks: average (hahah...hes jus messin wid ya)
best feature: chest ( diz was da ultimate one!!!)
turn ons: assertiveness
five things i can't live without: parents,soccer,blue flower,rain,tress (ok then)
in my bedroom you will find: blue flower (ahaan right!!!)
ideal match: girl with a mole on her nose,overlapped teeth...with a pony tail (hilarious)
first thing you will notice about me: hair (i noticed his malu moochi:P)
height: 178 centimeters
build: athletic ( i dun think so)
looks: average (hahah...hes jus messin wid ya)
best feature: chest ( diz was da ultimate one!!!)
turn ons: assertiveness
five things i can't live without: parents,soccer,blue flower,rain,tress (ok then)
in my bedroom you will find: blue flower (ahaan right!!!)
Sunday, May 20, 2007
You Are Next!
Hello!!! How r... :P sory desi soaps influence...jus watchin da awards....
Oh today i had one of my kickass individual presentation...fer political science...my topic waz north korea - the nuclear program....damn i still cant believe i went thru da entire torture of stayin up da whole nite fer my presentation today....*yawns* but den da presentation was pretty ok...and one thing less frm my saga of extreme sloggin...
Wht got me to post is dat as i was watchin da other presentations goin on...i cudnt stop gigglin fer petite things like rong prounounciations, fake accent and stuff like dat...diz made me wonder how funny or bad wud it be wen i wud b doin my presentation...coz even i had moments wer i suffered frm acute memory lapses....i had times wen i struggled to pronounce sumthin as simple as nuclear non proliferation treaty!!! yea but den obviously i waz laughin at few xtreme cases of funny presentations...coz sum of dem were like pathetic...dey shud hav seriously done atleast a lil preparation considerin dat it waz a presentation n dat too final fer da subject...
I jus got diz another sudden thing like usually we ignore whtever bad a fellow frd does...u no wht i mean...any random classmate whom u wudnt care much is whtever or unless its a frd or a gud frd den u totally understand...we even refrain frm askin questions after da presentation...
Ey yaar i wana see myself doin a presentation now as an audience...y isnt der a method wer u can see ur own self as a diff person...?!!?
Newaz i m confused now n i m not sure wht all i wanted to say n wht all i actually said...
I m done....
Oh today i had one of my kickass individual presentation...fer political science...my topic waz north korea - the nuclear program....damn i still cant believe i went thru da entire torture of stayin up da whole nite fer my presentation today....*yawns* but den da presentation was pretty ok...and one thing less frm my saga of extreme sloggin...
Wht got me to post is dat as i was watchin da other presentations goin on...i cudnt stop gigglin fer petite things like rong prounounciations, fake accent and stuff like dat...diz made me wonder how funny or bad wud it be wen i wud b doin my presentation...coz even i had moments wer i suffered frm acute memory lapses....i had times wen i struggled to pronounce sumthin as simple as nuclear non proliferation treaty!!! yea but den obviously i waz laughin at few xtreme cases of funny presentations...coz sum of dem were like pathetic...dey shud hav seriously done atleast a lil preparation considerin dat it waz a presentation n dat too final fer da subject...
I jus got diz another sudden thing like usually we ignore whtever bad a fellow frd does...u no wht i mean...any random classmate whom u wudnt care much is whtever or unless its a frd or a gud frd den u totally understand...we even refrain frm askin questions after da presentation...
Ey yaar i wana see myself doin a presentation now as an audience...y isnt der a method wer u can see ur own self as a diff person...?!!?
Newaz i m confused now n i m not sure wht all i wanted to say n wht all i actually said...
I m done....
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Sputter.. Sputter.. Cough.. Cough..
I realised i wana blog before da saga of my xtreme sloggin starts frm next week...not dat i wont blog if sumthin worthwile cumz up but den oho i will barely hav time fer meself....
Ysterday i took jan to academic city since she had to meet a few ppl frm my coll n see da coll itself... our planz were all set till ma mum told me da car is screwed up..argghh!! sum battery issue...but we still took da car...n it did stop..right in middle of da maktoum bridge... :D but coincidently zaher n one of his frd were passin by bout da same time frm der so we called dem fer help...a police dude also came n dey charged da battery of ma car... it started movin agn...yayzz...n we reached sumwer close to rashid hospital but lo! it stopped agn...so zaher n his frd both da poor lads had to push ma car till we parked it in rashid hospital parkin lot itself...den me n jan went along wid dem to coll in deir car...thnxx so much u guys fer cumin to our rescue...
After we reached coll it waz soo much fun dat day....i think we laughed a lil more dan xtra dat day...we even indulged in skylers fer breakfast....me n merwyn cudnt stop pickin at each other...mel waz da cutest thing ever as usual but wait actually jan n merw were gangin up on me, oh but dey didnt get newer much.. :P
After dat we took da deira bus n headed back home coz we had to go out in da evenin agn...da entire bus journey we kept clickin pictures in weird n g poses....by da time we reached home we had 23 picz (found out later) + 2 clicked in coll before.... :P it waz one heck of an awesum day!!!
In da evenin me, jan, jo, aman nd mohit met up in atrium fer shisha..dat waz another fun came thing...aman n mohit left to get sum book frm deir coll n den agn me jan n jo were goin crazie wid lame jokes n lotsa more picz....aman came back and den later he dropped me n jan home also...oh but i waz drivin his car....fun came...thnxxx so much aman fer lettin drive nd droppin.. :D
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On other notes i m kinda feelin proud of maself today....i no y n fer wat n i m actually glad fer it....dey r small things but den i m glad bout da way i take dem n da way i react to dem n da way i m thinkin dese days which usually otherwise i get all omgg bout.... i hav a lota calm arnd me...i like.... oh nd den ders keep holdin on by avril lavigne wich i got to no frm jan...dat song is like one of da best things ever....i luv it!!!
Newaz i think i m done fer now...toodles... :P
Ysterday i took jan to academic city since she had to meet a few ppl frm my coll n see da coll itself... our planz were all set till ma mum told me da car is screwed up..argghh!! sum battery issue...but we still took da car...n it did stop..right in middle of da maktoum bridge... :D but coincidently zaher n one of his frd were passin by bout da same time frm der so we called dem fer help...a police dude also came n dey charged da battery of ma car... it started movin agn...yayzz...n we reached sumwer close to rashid hospital but lo! it stopped agn...so zaher n his frd both da poor lads had to push ma car till we parked it in rashid hospital parkin lot itself...den me n jan went along wid dem to coll in deir car...thnxx so much u guys fer cumin to our rescue...
After we reached coll it waz soo much fun dat day....i think we laughed a lil more dan xtra dat day...we even indulged in skylers fer breakfast....me n merwyn cudnt stop pickin at each other...mel waz da cutest thing ever as usual but wait actually jan n merw were gangin up on me, oh but dey didnt get newer much.. :P
After dat we took da deira bus n headed back home coz we had to go out in da evenin agn...da entire bus journey we kept clickin pictures in weird n g poses....by da time we reached home we had 23 picz (found out later) + 2 clicked in coll before.... :P it waz one heck of an awesum day!!!
In da evenin me, jan, jo, aman nd mohit met up in atrium fer shisha..dat waz another fun came thing...aman n mohit left to get sum book frm deir coll n den agn me jan n jo were goin crazie wid lame jokes n lotsa more picz....aman came back and den later he dropped me n jan home also...oh but i waz drivin his car....fun came...thnxxx so much aman fer lettin drive nd droppin.. :D
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On other notes i m kinda feelin proud of maself today....i no y n fer wat n i m actually glad fer it....dey r small things but den i m glad bout da way i take dem n da way i react to dem n da way i m thinkin dese days which usually otherwise i get all omgg bout.... i hav a lota calm arnd me...i like.... oh nd den ders keep holdin on by avril lavigne wich i got to no frm jan...dat song is like one of da best things ever....i luv it!!!
Newaz i think i m done fer now...toodles... :P
Friday, May 11, 2007
TicK Tock and Wham!!!
Hmmm past 3 weeks had been like kewlness fer me...yea der has been like a lot of stuff like assignments n presentations in coll wich get pissin off but despite all dat i actually was more like wht i used to be.....nudin called blahness and pissiness and whining was existing fer a change...
I was more like dancing arnd, foolin arnd wid all frds, taking things so calmly dat even calmly wud feel hyper in front of my calmness...
But after so many days yesterday like haw bcame....Nudin biggie but den i thot i had cum a long way and den i kinda realised dat i hav hardly moved... :P dat kinda disappointed me....
It started frm a random playing arnd n ended up into discussin old stuff n pros n cons n etc etc...
Sarah stayed over and i m sure i did a very gud job of speaking da crap outta my mouth n her ears lissenin the shit outta my crap...!!!
But on other news...i dun like family issues...dey alwaz piss me off very easily... and also i hav athletics tomm so all da best to me...
Oh but i no i still need to go a long way....Patience...i will...
'Ta'
I was more like dancing arnd, foolin arnd wid all frds, taking things so calmly dat even calmly wud feel hyper in front of my calmness...
But after so many days yesterday like haw bcame....Nudin biggie but den i thot i had cum a long way and den i kinda realised dat i hav hardly moved... :P dat kinda disappointed me....
It started frm a random playing arnd n ended up into discussin old stuff n pros n cons n etc etc...
Sarah stayed over and i m sure i did a very gud job of speaking da crap outta my mouth n her ears lissenin the shit outta my crap...!!!
But on other news...i dun like family issues...dey alwaz piss me off very easily... and also i hav athletics tomm so all da best to me...
Oh but i no i still need to go a long way....Patience...i will...
'Ta'
Friday, May 04, 2007
Just A Post
Heya to all da ppl out der...not many to be seen arnd dese days...
Well no particular reason to blog actually...jus dat i hav been playin diz tournament IBS (indian basketball society) n hav reached da semi-finalz...yea its not like a big deal coz der r only 4 teams n we played against da 3 of dem n won 2 outta 3....now is da main 2 matches semiz n da finalz dat is if we win da semiz...
I got jan man to watch our game today...hope u didnt get bored gurl, thinkin bout wht an anti-sportz person u r :P i loue u no... ;)
Oh after da game we did go fer da funfair wich waz pretty borin though we did meet a few frds and teachers....
After dat me n jan headed fer lamcy to eat and we had lasagne (plz correct ma spellin if i m rong:P) n den went home...oh before we head home jan did tell me bout her cuzin in CHIKAGO (dats how she prounounced it) LMAO....
Dats it fer da day....
Well no particular reason to blog actually...jus dat i hav been playin diz tournament IBS (indian basketball society) n hav reached da semi-finalz...yea its not like a big deal coz der r only 4 teams n we played against da 3 of dem n won 2 outta 3....now is da main 2 matches semiz n da finalz dat is if we win da semiz...
I got jan man to watch our game today...hope u didnt get bored gurl, thinkin bout wht an anti-sportz person u r :P i loue u no... ;)
Oh after da game we did go fer da funfair wich waz pretty borin though we did meet a few frds and teachers....
After dat me n jan headed fer lamcy to eat and we had lasagne (plz correct ma spellin if i m rong:P) n den went home...oh before we head home jan did tell me bout her cuzin in CHIKAGO (dats how she prounounced it) LMAO....
Dats it fer da day....
Monday, April 30, 2007
Bday Picz
Da great birthday gurl....:D
Frm behind melissa, aakanksha, sapphire and me...
Me and saphie wid ma poochidoo... :) loue overflowin...
Me and aakanksha....Ma super loue...she smiled specially fer me...
Aah me wid da 'ABU DHABI SHEIKHA'...*salaamofy in respect to da sheikha* long live da sheikha...lolz...Yea i no quite late but i din get time before...so yaha...
Laterz...
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Cute Little Creatures
Yes today was a pretty long day....started as early as 6ish...well 5 days of da week start almost dat early but today was ethnic day...so had to do all jhol of sari n makeup n crap... :P yea i did miss my bus wich was not a very surprisin thing....but den i reached coll by 9 20(2nd lecture) after droppin me bua...made a grand entry in class wid sari :P
Da day was lotsa fun....quite many picz, dancin, did ramp walkin da whole class wich had diz contest (not gettin into details), complimentin each other n goin crazie...
We left coll by like 1 45 ish coz me, aak n saph were gonna go to saph's house n chnge n den go fer sheesha n meet da jan man since she came back frm blore today.....YAYZ MY LOUE IS BACK!!! :D but guess wht her flite got delayed n we finally didnt get to meet her....but me, saph, aak n sarah (joined in later) did go fer sheesha newaz...
Den i had to head fer work...BLUGH!!!! london dairy promotion...it is da shittiest thing i cud hav ever agreed to do...today da table set-up waz a bitch, samples werent der, no cups n i had to giv ice-cream?!, rong permission paper n da worst lamcy doesnt allow u to keep ur fone wid u.. :( so i had to b away frm my fone fer like 3 n half hours.... :O
So far iwas jus summarisin da day...now cumz da actual post :P wile promotin today i realized how adorable sum kids can get....
KID 1 - he n his mum came to taste ice cream n hes waitin der like an innocent thing till i fill a spoon n giv it to him..wen i did giv he didnt take it but came fwrd n i fed him. :) dat feelin waz soo nice to feed a kid a spoon of ice cream...
KID 2 - did not taste da ice-cream i waz givin but had diz other cone...n asks me aunty i wan diz one..i go like okay den u buy dat one...aunty can i eat diz now....i m like no u cant....aunty can i pay n den it...i m like yea den u can....aunty can i hold da cone in my hand n not keep it in da trolley...i m like no it will melt...u put it in da trolley...*walks off* :D (dat was da best kid:P)
KID 3 - a not so small gurl was standin n talkin to me tellin me how she doesnt eat ice creams nemore...coz she's afraid of gettin cavities...n how her bro already has a cavity..n so on...before goin she happily bids me bye...
Others include feedin 2 more kids....who so cutely ate n another kid a gurl wantin to buy a chocolate flavored ice cream n still pointin at a calfornia raisins tin of london dairy...:P
Yea i finally got home tired after a long day but i really wanted to post bout dese cute lil things...
P.S - Jan is back to dubai....
P.P.S - bonus - shes no more in bumblefuckhland shj but now in deira!!?!! teehee :D
Ok khallas....
Da day was lotsa fun....quite many picz, dancin, did ramp walkin da whole class wich had diz contest (not gettin into details), complimentin each other n goin crazie...
We left coll by like 1 45 ish coz me, aak n saph were gonna go to saph's house n chnge n den go fer sheesha n meet da jan man since she came back frm blore today.....YAYZ MY LOUE IS BACK!!! :D but guess wht her flite got delayed n we finally didnt get to meet her....but me, saph, aak n sarah (joined in later) did go fer sheesha newaz...
Den i had to head fer work...BLUGH!!!! london dairy promotion...it is da shittiest thing i cud hav ever agreed to do...today da table set-up waz a bitch, samples werent der, no cups n i had to giv ice-cream?!, rong permission paper n da worst lamcy doesnt allow u to keep ur fone wid u.. :( so i had to b away frm my fone fer like 3 n half hours.... :O
So far iwas jus summarisin da day...now cumz da actual post :P wile promotin today i realized how adorable sum kids can get....
KID 1 - he n his mum came to taste ice cream n hes waitin der like an innocent thing till i fill a spoon n giv it to him..wen i did giv he didnt take it but came fwrd n i fed him. :) dat feelin waz soo nice to feed a kid a spoon of ice cream...
KID 2 - did not taste da ice-cream i waz givin but had diz other cone...n asks me aunty i wan diz one..i go like okay den u buy dat one...aunty can i eat diz now....i m like no u cant....aunty can i pay n den it...i m like yea den u can....aunty can i hold da cone in my hand n not keep it in da trolley...i m like no it will melt...u put it in da trolley...*walks off* :D (dat was da best kid:P)
KID 3 - a not so small gurl was standin n talkin to me tellin me how she doesnt eat ice creams nemore...coz she's afraid of gettin cavities...n how her bro already has a cavity..n so on...before goin she happily bids me bye...
Others include feedin 2 more kids....who so cutely ate n another kid a gurl wantin to buy a chocolate flavored ice cream n still pointin at a calfornia raisins tin of london dairy...:P
Yea i finally got home tired after a long day but i really wanted to post bout dese cute lil things...
P.S - Jan is back to dubai....
P.P.S - bonus - shes no more in bumblefuckhland shj but now in deira!!?!! teehee :D
Ok khallas....
Monday, April 23, 2007
Which One Would U Pick?
Heya der....!
I hav so many things in ma mind wich i wana rite bout n also upload a few of my chotu works wich are a result of boredom n lostgiri in class durin lecutures..welll but i dun find da time bcozz der r like so many things goin on right now in coll n stuf..its jus ahhh...
Newaz today wile i waz sittin fer my 1st two lectures i recalled a question wich i had got in one of da tests i took recently...
Question: Pick one of the followin if u were given a power....
Options - 1. ability to read minds.
2. ability to be invisible.
3. ability to fly.
4. ability to shape-shift.
Fer me i had picked the first one coz fer da kind of person i am, i m usually most thingy wid frd and issues or things wid them....so it wud b so kewl to no wht xactly each of my frd had in his or her mind....hmmm...n besides dat omgg der r so many other things wich wud b so awesum if i cud read minds but i m not listin all..i m very tired today...walked fer like more dan an hour today non-stop....aaahhh came....
Newaz tats it fer now...Ciao....
I hav so many things in ma mind wich i wana rite bout n also upload a few of my chotu works wich are a result of boredom n lostgiri in class durin lecutures..welll but i dun find da time bcozz der r like so many things goin on right now in coll n stuf..its jus ahhh...
Newaz today wile i waz sittin fer my 1st two lectures i recalled a question wich i had got in one of da tests i took recently...
Question: Pick one of the followin if u were given a power....
Options - 1. ability to read minds.
2. ability to be invisible.
3. ability to fly.
4. ability to shape-shift.
Fer me i had picked the first one coz fer da kind of person i am, i m usually most thingy wid frd and issues or things wid them....so it wud b so kewl to no wht xactly each of my frd had in his or her mind....hmmm...n besides dat omgg der r so many other things wich wud b so awesum if i cud read minds but i m not listin all..i m very tired today...walked fer like more dan an hour today non-stop....aaahhh came....
Newaz tats it fer now...Ciao....
Saturday, April 07, 2007
So Whose The Enemy?
So Whose The Enemy?
I have blamed my luck,
I have blamed the time,
I have blamed the people,
And i have blamed my life...
Well, whose the senstive brat?
Whose the one who seeks attention?
Whose the one who wants to be pampered?
And whose the one who can't let go of things?
Why? then... i still cry!!!
Why? then... i still complain!!!
Why? then... i still whine!!!
Why? then... i still am the best enemy of my own!!!
I guess i know everythin and yet i don't want to realize...
So whoze the enemy again??? LOLZZZ!!!
I have blamed my luck,
I have blamed the time,
I have blamed the people,
And i have blamed my life...
Well, whose the senstive brat?
Whose the one who seeks attention?
Whose the one who wants to be pampered?
And whose the one who can't let go of things?
Why? then... i still cry!!!
Why? then... i still complain!!!
Why? then... i still whine!!!
Why? then... i still am the best enemy of my own!!!
I guess i know everythin and yet i don't want to realize...
So whoze the enemy again??? LOLZZZ!!!
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
The Commencement
Forgive me blog fer putting in a late bday post...
Hmm 31st of march was the commencement of cuckud's last teen year...damn....
Da bday wishes started frm 11 45 p.m da prev night itself...apparently ma frd melissa waz sleepy n din wana wait till 12 so she wished me at 11 45... :P well she sent a mesg arnd 12 newaz...hahaha....
Next day i woke up all happy n fresh...oyi heyloo it waz my bday :) i had a lunch treat planned at mini chinese by arnd 2ish or 3ish...well sarah reached at 1 30...i duno how she gt dat time coz i dun remember tellin her dat time...ok der were sarah, 2 sameers :P, nauseen bajie, rashid, siyab, mohit, sana, jyoti, manisha, neelam and omgg myself.. :P we had a grand lunch at da place and omgg i luv da food at dat place....
Nauseen gave me diz cutee white tshirt wid pink ritin on it...sameer gave me diz yellow adidas t shirt wich is jus wow...manisha gave me diz cute pink bracelet wich says cuckud:)...neelam gave me diz silver coin fer gud luck...oh n siyab n mohit got me black forest cake..yummm
Den i headed to saph's place wer she waz wrappin my gift so she wudnt leme in her room at 1st n den she got ready n off we went to pick up melissa frm aud...da trip to pick her up waz longgg n omggg coz i cudnt get enuf of takin rong turns n roads...hahaha...sorry mel to make u wait so long....after dat da 3 of us headed to aakanksha's place....
First i had diz gifts openin session wer mel gave me diz hot hot halter top...saph n aak gave me diz huge pine cig box wich had a straightner (since i hav diz fad fer straight hair) and omgg a big white doggie wid 2 black spots...one on his eye n one on his stomach...his name is poochidoo... :D with dat i got da kewlest yellow card made by aak n saph agn...whieeeeee :D
After dat we had dinner (pizza frm pizza hut) wich waz omgg i luv pizza...den we headed fer a smokes session in a balcony on da 1st floor...der we played diz stupid truth only game...though it waz funnn...Later wen we got back to aak's place we had diz cake eating session....ohh we even had lotsa picz n videos...teehee dey r all so cute... ;) next on agenda was watchin the exorcism of emily rose...accordin to da three of dem it is oh sucha scary movie (all of dem had watched it before)...well i m still waitin fer da scary part.... :P
Oh boy was i xhausted by da end of da movie...i hit da sack by like 4 ish...saph slept like fer 10 minz before we had to b up fer coll....yea we had coll da next day....mel n aak were da only ones who didnt sleep da whole nite....damn it was sucha awesome dayy....luv u guys fer everythin u did fer me.... =>
P.S - Happy 19th birthday to me....
P.P.S - Jan i missed u moreeee dan nethin u biatch....like really....loue u whore, muahhh :D
P.P.P.S - picz in next post since diz is hugeee already...not a new thing but whtever....
End...!
Hmm 31st of march was the commencement of cuckud's last teen year...damn....
Da bday wishes started frm 11 45 p.m da prev night itself...apparently ma frd melissa waz sleepy n din wana wait till 12 so she wished me at 11 45... :P well she sent a mesg arnd 12 newaz...hahaha....
Next day i woke up all happy n fresh...oyi heyloo it waz my bday :) i had a lunch treat planned at mini chinese by arnd 2ish or 3ish...well sarah reached at 1 30...i duno how she gt dat time coz i dun remember tellin her dat time...ok der were sarah, 2 sameers :P, nauseen bajie, rashid, siyab, mohit, sana, jyoti, manisha, neelam and omgg myself.. :P we had a grand lunch at da place and omgg i luv da food at dat place....
Nauseen gave me diz cutee white tshirt wid pink ritin on it...sameer gave me diz yellow adidas t shirt wich is jus wow...manisha gave me diz cute pink bracelet wich says cuckud:)...neelam gave me diz silver coin fer gud luck...oh n siyab n mohit got me black forest cake..yummm
Den i headed to saph's place wer she waz wrappin my gift so she wudnt leme in her room at 1st n den she got ready n off we went to pick up melissa frm aud...da trip to pick her up waz longgg n omggg coz i cudnt get enuf of takin rong turns n roads...hahaha...sorry mel to make u wait so long....after dat da 3 of us headed to aakanksha's place....
First i had diz gifts openin session wer mel gave me diz hot hot halter top...saph n aak gave me diz huge pine cig box wich had a straightner (since i hav diz fad fer straight hair) and omgg a big white doggie wid 2 black spots...one on his eye n one on his stomach...his name is poochidoo... :D with dat i got da kewlest yellow card made by aak n saph agn...whieeeeee :D
After dat we had dinner (pizza frm pizza hut) wich waz omgg i luv pizza...den we headed fer a smokes session in a balcony on da 1st floor...der we played diz stupid truth only game...though it waz funnn...Later wen we got back to aak's place we had diz cake eating session....ohh we even had lotsa picz n videos...teehee dey r all so cute... ;) next on agenda was watchin the exorcism of emily rose...accordin to da three of dem it is oh sucha scary movie (all of dem had watched it before)...well i m still waitin fer da scary part.... :P
Oh boy was i xhausted by da end of da movie...i hit da sack by like 4 ish...saph slept like fer 10 minz before we had to b up fer coll....yea we had coll da next day....mel n aak were da only ones who didnt sleep da whole nite....damn it was sucha awesome dayy....luv u guys fer everythin u did fer me.... =>
P.S - Happy 19th birthday to me....
P.P.S - Jan i missed u moreeee dan nethin u biatch....like really....loue u whore, muahhh :D
P.P.P.S - picz in next post since diz is hugeee already...not a new thing but whtever....
End...!
Thursday, March 29, 2007
Serious Crisis
Oh u dun need to worry dat freak der she goes agn wid one of her whinin sessions...diz waz da reason given to me by my coach recently wen he didnt send us fer a basketball game fer a tournament...damnit...i dunno whts his problem in life really...
So i m kinda realising dat i m only wastin my sports talent in Mahe n fer Mahe wich is sucha shame bcozzz i cannot stand losin all da time....like heylooo...as it is i hav soo much of ego stuffed in me...imagine losin all da time... :O
But the other day i waz surprised coz i didnt giv a typical xpected reaction of meenal on da not goin fer da match issue...i was jus tooo pissed n broke my pact wid self of not smokin till 1st may...newaz dat waz jus one day n i m back wid da pact (my birthday is an xception of course!!:)) but da next day wen i went fer a throwball game n i got to witness da other bball games happenin...boy dat day i really felt bad n upset...so it did hit me da next day...
Oh infact past 2 days i hav been feelin really calm n gud fer no reason agn...like recently i had my self personality test analysed by my prof. n shes like sucha smart dude..it waz soo much fun talkin to her bout it...my analysis said dat i portray sumthin wich i in actual am not n dat wud b coz i hav lotsa frds to pamper me...(ok jan u told me sumthin similar in blore already) but other things came out were i seek attention (trueee) and i alwayz wana b popular...so dats y...but my qualities dat were portrayed by da test wer all gud n strong...so i jus need to strive to hav a stronger character nd think more clearly...need to bring my mood swings to more of a constant pace...
So cuckud finally workin kickass to get a hold n get a life while everythin lasts fer me...yea like i din no dat i waz supposed to do dat....sure i did....but its jus dat right now i m actually doin it :)
Lukin fwrd to see all ya ppl after chotu long time....since we recently met.... :P
TaTa...!!!
So i m kinda realising dat i m only wastin my sports talent in Mahe n fer Mahe wich is sucha shame bcozzz i cannot stand losin all da time....like heylooo...as it is i hav soo much of ego stuffed in me...imagine losin all da time... :O
But the other day i waz surprised coz i didnt giv a typical xpected reaction of meenal on da not goin fer da match issue...i was jus tooo pissed n broke my pact wid self of not smokin till 1st may...newaz dat waz jus one day n i m back wid da pact (my birthday is an xception of course!!:)) but da next day wen i went fer a throwball game n i got to witness da other bball games happenin...boy dat day i really felt bad n upset...so it did hit me da next day...
Oh infact past 2 days i hav been feelin really calm n gud fer no reason agn...like recently i had my self personality test analysed by my prof. n shes like sucha smart dude..it waz soo much fun talkin to her bout it...my analysis said dat i portray sumthin wich i in actual am not n dat wud b coz i hav lotsa frds to pamper me...(ok jan u told me sumthin similar in blore already) but other things came out were i seek attention (trueee) and i alwayz wana b popular...so dats y...but my qualities dat were portrayed by da test wer all gud n strong...so i jus need to strive to hav a stronger character nd think more clearly...need to bring my mood swings to more of a constant pace...
So cuckud finally workin kickass to get a hold n get a life while everythin lasts fer me...yea like i din no dat i waz supposed to do dat....sure i did....but its jus dat right now i m actually doin it :)
Lukin fwrd to see all ya ppl after chotu long time....since we recently met.... :P
TaTa...!!!
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
New Identity
Yesterday i had gone fer shisha wid saph n aakanksha...dey made me wait fer 52 minutes..though i only left my house fer dat place widout tellin dem...:P:P so its okay...damn its close to a month since i went fer shisha...it felt SO GUD.... :)
Ahem! dats not wht i waz posting bout actually...i had a question...to how many of u i ever seemed to look like an iranian?
Well yesterday i had two people who asked me dat question: Are You Iranian?
Situation 1 - i waz in a random grocery next to da shisha place buyin chocolates to kill time...while payin...
Da guy at da counter: are u irani?
Me: *looks up confused, not sure if heard right* huh?
Da guy at da counter: repeats question.
Me: noo!!??!! *gives an enquiring look*
Da guy at da counter: oh i thought u r irani!
Situation 2 - i waz walkin home after we got done wid shisha as usual lost n wid music in ears..
A random lady walkin on da road: *mumbles* to get attention..xcuze me?
Me: *taking off one ear plug* yea?
A random lady walkin on da road: are u irani?
Me: *shakes head, confused again* no i m not, y?
A random lady walkin on da road: oh..! *smiles* i thought u were irani...*still smilin n walks off*
I have had ppl askin me sumthin dat i m not before but i havent had 2 ppl askin me da same sumthin dat i m not dat too on da same day...lolzz...so it jus made me think 'y was i lukin so iranian dat day?' n i felt like puttin diz upto... :P
Newaz so tats bout it n now i m off to finish my i think 3 pendin assignments fer tomm...oh freak i hav a test too... :(
*Time Out*
Ahem! dats not wht i waz posting bout actually...i had a question...to how many of u i ever seemed to look like an iranian?
Well yesterday i had two people who asked me dat question: Are You Iranian?
Situation 1 - i waz in a random grocery next to da shisha place buyin chocolates to kill time...while payin...
Da guy at da counter: are u irani?
Me: *looks up confused, not sure if heard right* huh?
Da guy at da counter: repeats question.
Me: noo!!??!! *gives an enquiring look*
Da guy at da counter: oh i thought u r irani!
Situation 2 - i waz walkin home after we got done wid shisha as usual lost n wid music in ears..
A random lady walkin on da road: *mumbles* to get attention..xcuze me?
Me: *taking off one ear plug* yea?
A random lady walkin on da road: are u irani?
Me: *shakes head, confused again* no i m not, y?
A random lady walkin on da road: oh..! *smiles* i thought u were irani...*still smilin n walks off*
I have had ppl askin me sumthin dat i m not before but i havent had 2 ppl askin me da same sumthin dat i m not dat too on da same day...lolzz...so it jus made me think 'y was i lukin so iranian dat day?' n i felt like puttin diz upto... :P
Newaz so tats bout it n now i m off to finish my i think 3 pendin assignments fer tomm...oh freak i hav a test too... :(
*Time Out*
Sunday, March 04, 2007
Late Night & Unplanned
Its bloody 3:03 in da mornin....
I jus had a cup of vanilla ice-cream...well not dat i usually eat ice-cream so late on a normal basis or not dat i really felt diz urge of eatin ice-cream but i still had it...coz i new it was kept der in da ice of my fridge....chocolates, ice-creams, bbal games they all usually help me to calm down n feel gud....yeaha dey do....
I hav been pretty restless (in mind) n weird past few days....like diz weekend all i did waz sleep like wohh...besides goin fer nauseen's barbeque bday party at jumeirah beach park...dat waz a gud one...lolz nauseen bajie no more a teen...aah...omggg...lolzz....rite now i aint sleepy....n i also no da fact dat i will almost b floored in coll tomm.....!!!?
I dun like my dsl connecion...like initially it wudnt work coz der waz an error wid da cable line in my bldgin n now after i got back frm me trip its 10 times better but right now its slowing down every 20 minz....well i m tolerating it....whtever random....
Right so past few days i havent been talkin to ppl much....n today i dunno i waz so bored dat i went on jan's blog n started readin her archives frm da scratch.....well all diz wile i didnt realise but she does hav sum really neat posts....damn cute....i read till april 2006 n stopped coz i thot i hav to try sleepin soon but guess wht?!! i m bloggin here now...:P oh jan's blog did bring back tones of flashes, thoughts - memories....like i didnt no dat wud happen but yea whtever....
I m not sure wht xactly i m tryin to say thru diz post...it alwayz happens...i m clear wen i m talkin to myself bout it n da minute i sit to rite it or say it to sumone....whoosh!!!! i m all confused...!!! is dat weird or is DAT weird?
Well i waz thinkin bout da way i m alwayz pampered by my close frds..like wow da way dey put up wid me all da time....not to ferget der hav been changes in da ways of pamperin n lotsa related issues but i guess dats fer da better...i dunno if i make sense here but like right now at diz very moment i wish i cud b sumone in place of one of my frds n xperience wht it is like to hear, pamper or console or whtever meenal.....weird huh!!!?
Ok diz waz supposed to b a short one but i guess i m yet to master da art of keepin it short..however now i suddenly feel like mentioning a few ppl who mean a lot to me in life right now....Jan, Nauseen, Aakanksha, Saph.....
Ahaaaaaannnn.....so *cuckud turns red after typin diz* *unsure vibes overflowin*...
Well i still miss skoool too n not to ferget all my classmates....hmmmm.....
So i dun care bout ritin things like dese...coz fer me my instincts jus asked me to type n sum ppl do no i do whtever dey say....well i m not sure if i did proper justification to my thoughts right now but i think i need to stop n try gettin sum sleep...
Its 4:06 a.m. rite now....
I jus had a cup of vanilla ice-cream...well not dat i usually eat ice-cream so late on a normal basis or not dat i really felt diz urge of eatin ice-cream but i still had it...coz i new it was kept der in da ice of my fridge....chocolates, ice-creams, bbal games they all usually help me to calm down n feel gud....yeaha dey do....
I hav been pretty restless (in mind) n weird past few days....like diz weekend all i did waz sleep like wohh...besides goin fer nauseen's barbeque bday party at jumeirah beach park...dat waz a gud one...lolz nauseen bajie no more a teen...aah...omggg...lolzz....rite now i aint sleepy....n i also no da fact dat i will almost b floored in coll tomm.....!!!?
I dun like my dsl connecion...like initially it wudnt work coz der waz an error wid da cable line in my bldgin n now after i got back frm me trip its 10 times better but right now its slowing down every 20 minz....well i m tolerating it....whtever random....
Right so past few days i havent been talkin to ppl much....n today i dunno i waz so bored dat i went on jan's blog n started readin her archives frm da scratch.....well all diz wile i didnt realise but she does hav sum really neat posts....damn cute....i read till april 2006 n stopped coz i thot i hav to try sleepin soon but guess wht?!! i m bloggin here now...:P oh jan's blog did bring back tones of flashes, thoughts - memories....like i didnt no dat wud happen but yea whtever....
I m not sure wht xactly i m tryin to say thru diz post...it alwayz happens...i m clear wen i m talkin to myself bout it n da minute i sit to rite it or say it to sumone....whoosh!!!! i m all confused...!!! is dat weird or is DAT weird?
Well i waz thinkin bout da way i m alwayz pampered by my close frds..like wow da way dey put up wid me all da time....not to ferget der hav been changes in da ways of pamperin n lotsa related issues but i guess dats fer da better...i dunno if i make sense here but like right now at diz very moment i wish i cud b sumone in place of one of my frds n xperience wht it is like to hear, pamper or console or whtever meenal.....weird huh!!!?
Ok diz waz supposed to b a short one but i guess i m yet to master da art of keepin it short..however now i suddenly feel like mentioning a few ppl who mean a lot to me in life right now....Jan, Nauseen, Aakanksha, Saph.....
Ahaaaaaannnn.....so *cuckud turns red after typin diz* *unsure vibes overflowin*...
Well i still miss skoool too n not to ferget all my classmates....hmmmm.....
So i dun care bout ritin things like dese...coz fer me my instincts jus asked me to type n sum ppl do no i do whtever dey say....well i m not sure if i did proper justification to my thoughts right now but i think i need to stop n try gettin sum sleep...
Its 4:06 a.m. rite now....
Monday, February 26, 2007
Unknown Vibe
Ahaan so today da cuckud came back after a trip of 16 days to india...in short...i left dubai on 10th feb & reached on 11th feb...after 3 days on da 14th i went to blore.... der da whole gang knew i waz cumin down xcept jan...it worked wonders...jan man waz completely shocked...oh i made sure i waz a pain in da freggin ass to her...after all its my jan man....after months...dun i hav full rights to bug her....!!!!:D
Newaz blore waz like super cool....(except da mosquitoe attacks)it waz a change i really really wanted....i did everythin wid da gang (jan,nitya,nisha,wayne,redy,steff) like shoppin, billiards, pub, clubbin, loafin arnd, fulin arnd, watch movies, clean da house, make maggie, da twinies bday, da church n dinner fer deir parents anniversary...awesumnes...like everythin...ohh i even got drunk...i made jan do sum work n take care of me...duh!!!!she had to bunk more coll fer my sake wer shes already pretty short fer attendence...:P
I waz in blore till da 23rd....24th mornin i left fer bombay and on 26th dats today...(was) i came back to dubai....its so weird how a person cant get enuf of sumthin...yea i started misssin jan as soon as i reached bombay....also all da stuff i waz doin wid dese peepz...but i felt happy cumin back after diz change....meetin aak n saph after a span of a lil more dan 2 weeks in da same old sheesha cafe of ours....da lame jokes,da pickin on me as usual....i missed so muj of all dat wen i waz in blore...(god diz chick is impossible:P)
Well i dunno i waz onl gettin done wid da 120 mails dat piled up durin da time i waz travellin n a particular thingy wich i checked (not a mail) brought back not so pleasant memories...n i got diz urge to blog....well newaz i m over da former bit but den suddenly i start missin da jan man....so muj....it waz weird...coz it waz like a tick n boom!!! well i hav my same old ways to feel better n den a line told to me made me feel even better...i like...newaz i m done fer now...
(close post)...
Newaz blore waz like super cool....(except da mosquitoe attacks)it waz a change i really really wanted....i did everythin wid da gang (jan,nitya,nisha,wayne,redy,steff) like shoppin, billiards, pub, clubbin, loafin arnd, fulin arnd, watch movies, clean da house, make maggie, da twinies bday, da church n dinner fer deir parents anniversary...awesumnes...like everythin...ohh i even got drunk...i made jan do sum work n take care of me...duh!!!!she had to bunk more coll fer my sake wer shes already pretty short fer attendence...:P
I waz in blore till da 23rd....24th mornin i left fer bombay and on 26th dats today...(was) i came back to dubai....its so weird how a person cant get enuf of sumthin...yea i started misssin jan as soon as i reached bombay....also all da stuff i waz doin wid dese peepz...but i felt happy cumin back after diz change....meetin aak n saph after a span of a lil more dan 2 weeks in da same old sheesha cafe of ours....da lame jokes,da pickin on me as usual....i missed so muj of all dat wen i waz in blore...(god diz chick is impossible:P)
Well i dunno i waz onl gettin done wid da 120 mails dat piled up durin da time i waz travellin n a particular thingy wich i checked (not a mail) brought back not so pleasant memories...n i got diz urge to blog....well newaz i m over da former bit but den suddenly i start missin da jan man....so muj....it waz weird...coz it waz like a tick n boom!!! well i hav my same old ways to feel better n den a line told to me made me feel even better...i like...newaz i m done fer now...
(close post)...
Monday, February 05, 2007
Seems Much Better
Heya folks...well yea after my long list of frustrated and blah posts, Cuckud rites a nice one...datz coz i m feelin much better today..however everythin goin smoothly n nicely n in my favour also freaks me out...(damn shes hopeless:P) no coz it seems like da calm before another storm...hmm nevermind....
Its like da past few days i hav been like sooo frustrated and depressed...its sad coz all da things involved are so petite, keep happenin one after da other n den jus pile up n lead to diz massive pissy phase...i freaked out my parents bout diz...i was like so cranky and angry and senti...like omggg!!!
Newaz updatin bout me life...coll is closed and i hav vaccations till da 18th feb...i started workin frm sunday n will work till thursday....on same thursday i got my finalz fer da pepsi tournament in global village...so whoever reads diz before thursday dun fegget to hope fer da best fer me n me team...:P hey friday agn i hav other matches to play...n sat..i shall not reveal..n fer those who no sshuush...:D rite now i m jus hopin dat everythin goes accordin to planz n goes well...coz if it doesnt den KaBoOm...:P cuckud will no like.....
Ok now i cant think of nemore to say...i had to update since ppl r bored of seein da same post everyday....(yea i shall dedicate diz post to u....MY LOUE :P:P:P)
P.S - 'Painter Dude' and 'Child' are meany meany ppl coz dey irritate da shit outta me over da things wich i blurted wen i very recently got sloshed....:$ U both suck :( :P :(
but da 'painter dude' totally rocked it to safety....thnx....:P yea rite Baalzz!
P.S agn - After soo long da medicine of blahness bottle opened n relieved....luv it, muah....
Hmmm i m done fer now.....tadazzz....
Its like da past few days i hav been like sooo frustrated and depressed...its sad coz all da things involved are so petite, keep happenin one after da other n den jus pile up n lead to diz massive pissy phase...i freaked out my parents bout diz...i was like so cranky and angry and senti...like omggg!!!
Newaz updatin bout me life...coll is closed and i hav vaccations till da 18th feb...i started workin frm sunday n will work till thursday....on same thursday i got my finalz fer da pepsi tournament in global village...so whoever reads diz before thursday dun fegget to hope fer da best fer me n me team...:P hey friday agn i hav other matches to play...n sat..i shall not reveal..n fer those who no sshuush...:D rite now i m jus hopin dat everythin goes accordin to planz n goes well...coz if it doesnt den KaBoOm...:P cuckud will no like.....
Ok now i cant think of nemore to say...i had to update since ppl r bored of seein da same post everyday....(yea i shall dedicate diz post to u....MY LOUE :P:P:P)
P.S - 'Painter Dude' and 'Child' are meany meany ppl coz dey irritate da shit outta me over da things wich i blurted wen i very recently got sloshed....:$ U both suck :( :P :(
but da 'painter dude' totally rocked it to safety....thnx....:P yea rite Baalzz!
P.S agn - After soo long da medicine of blahness bottle opened n relieved....luv it, muah....
Hmmm i m done fer now.....tadazzz....
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Kill Me Bitch, Kill Me Slow...
Sitting alone randomly,
with a cigarette in the mouth,
Take a slow drag,
and breathe it back out.
Inhale the damn thing with a sweet smile,
gather the smoke and slowly let it pile.
Tell me how it feels?
seems like all the troubles healed.
But do you realise what it does to me?
I wish you could peak and have a see.
Have you felt packed in a room full of smoke?
you want to escape but you have no hope.
Kill Me Bitch, Kill Me Slow...
but might as well do it in one go.
Like stabbing knife one lung at a time,
f*** all the respiration in a line.
Give me in like for a debt,
I am screwed, which you don't get.
How about inhaling again?
but without a smile...
How about letting your thoughts?
create a new and better file...
Try to realise that it is wrong,
stop over-estimating that i am strong.
Quit the damn drags,
please! let me breathe...
do me a favour...???
delay the wear of the 'ulitimate wreath'
Or...
KILL ME BITCH, KILL ME SLOW...
But might as well do it in one go...!!!
with a cigarette in the mouth,
Take a slow drag,
and breathe it back out.
Inhale the damn thing with a sweet smile,
gather the smoke and slowly let it pile.
Tell me how it feels?
seems like all the troubles healed.
But do you realise what it does to me?
I wish you could peak and have a see.
Have you felt packed in a room full of smoke?
you want to escape but you have no hope.
Kill Me Bitch, Kill Me Slow...
but might as well do it in one go.
Like stabbing knife one lung at a time,
f*** all the respiration in a line.
Give me in like for a debt,
I am screwed, which you don't get.
How about inhaling again?
but without a smile...
How about letting your thoughts?
create a new and better file...
Try to realise that it is wrong,
stop over-estimating that i am strong.
Quit the damn drags,
please! let me breathe...
do me a favour...???
delay the wear of the 'ulitimate wreath'
Or...
KILL ME BITCH, KILL ME SLOW...
But might as well do it in one go...!!!
Monday, January 22, 2007
Recollections
Hmm..i waz sittin and tweezin my upper lip wen i started thinkin...not dat my mind doesnt think on a normal basis but yea sumthin in specific fer a change...
Well i m suppsoed to b goin to watch da sports day of my skool tomm...n i cant tell u how sad i m...
i kinda realised how i wont b runnin on dat same track of dat same stadium tomm..!!
i realised i will b watchin da whole thing but i wont b oh so nervous n my heart poundin jus before da whistle...
how i wont b one of da so many ppl who keep fingers crossed to hear da end results of da sports day champs n da march past winners...
how i wont b counting how many certificates i got or comparin medals wid da other chicks...
So yea dats a few of da million thoughts dat flashed thru my head bout sports day...besides dat i cant believe how much i hav been missin skool past few days...prolly da whole realisation wich i failed to realise wen i left skool is cumin crashin down rite now??!!! Its really sad man...da whole innocence of bein skool kids, tuitions, skool uniform ( believe me i pretty much get frustrated at times in da mornin wen i hav to decide wat to wear to coll everyday!!), 'recess' - how after those 4 long borin periods we got to hog fer like merely 20 minz..., da strict attendin of class wer bunkin waz so not easy, ASSEMBLIES....gosh how can i ferget dem...atleast i prayed fer dat reason one of da few things in da mornin..., crazy lil skool kid indulgences, aaahhhh.......
I feel like a freggin old woman now.....! Also in abt 2 mnths time i will start livin my last teen year...n wht den...HAW I M NO MORE A TEEN!!!!? no i wudnt wana hear dat....
Cumon time u goin too fast...slow down bitch....!!!!
P.S - not to ferget i started coll like a few mnths back n time has raced so fast dat i m almost gonna finish 1st sem....Brutal reality of now....xamz...fer wich i m supposed to work my ass but i aint doin dat....Damn....GOD DUDE bless me...!
End....!
Well i m suppsoed to b goin to watch da sports day of my skool tomm...n i cant tell u how sad i m...
i kinda realised how i wont b runnin on dat same track of dat same stadium tomm..!!
i realised i will b watchin da whole thing but i wont b oh so nervous n my heart poundin jus before da whistle...
how i wont b one of da so many ppl who keep fingers crossed to hear da end results of da sports day champs n da march past winners...
how i wont b counting how many certificates i got or comparin medals wid da other chicks...
So yea dats a few of da million thoughts dat flashed thru my head bout sports day...besides dat i cant believe how much i hav been missin skool past few days...prolly da whole realisation wich i failed to realise wen i left skool is cumin crashin down rite now??!!! Its really sad man...da whole innocence of bein skool kids, tuitions, skool uniform ( believe me i pretty much get frustrated at times in da mornin wen i hav to decide wat to wear to coll everyday!!), 'recess' - how after those 4 long borin periods we got to hog fer like merely 20 minz..., da strict attendin of class wer bunkin waz so not easy, ASSEMBLIES....gosh how can i ferget dem...atleast i prayed fer dat reason one of da few things in da mornin..., crazy lil skool kid indulgences, aaahhhh.......
I feel like a freggin old woman now.....! Also in abt 2 mnths time i will start livin my last teen year...n wht den...HAW I M NO MORE A TEEN!!!!? no i wudnt wana hear dat....
Cumon time u goin too fast...slow down bitch....!!!!
P.S - not to ferget i started coll like a few mnths back n time has raced so fast dat i m almost gonna finish 1st sem....Brutal reality of now....xamz...fer wich i m supposed to work my ass but i aint doin dat....Damn....GOD DUDE bless me...!
End....!
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
The Dunce Cap
Here as i am sitting in class,
One random chick among the mass.
Half way through my first sem,
Moving towards the feel of an unwanted gem.
Why do my high spirits don't work?
Why don't they flow and perk?
Ignorance, loner soul and extreme sensitivity,
They seem to work wonders!!!?
And my way piles up with minor blunders...
The EGO receives a hard slap,
CuCkUd don't like the dunce cap...
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Yaha rote diz during a lecture of communication studies...y wud i rite diz? well i was feelin bad and stupid since i aint really happy wid my internal marks...newaz...laterzz...
End...!
One random chick among the mass.
Half way through my first sem,
Moving towards the feel of an unwanted gem.
Why do my high spirits don't work?
Why don't they flow and perk?
Ignorance, loner soul and extreme sensitivity,
They seem to work wonders!!!?
And my way piles up with minor blunders...
The EGO receives a hard slap,
CuCkUd don't like the dunce cap...
.................................................................................................................................
Yaha rote diz during a lecture of communication studies...y wud i rite diz? well i was feelin bad and stupid since i aint really happy wid my internal marks...newaz...laterzz...
End...!
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