I Fail...Or Am I Failing???

I fail to see the truth
blinded by the phony prospect

I fail to hear the peaceful silence
deafened by the mimicked voices

I fail to take the invisible hand
fooled by the plastic limb

I fail to speak the line
gagged with confused speech

I fail to understand the meaning
my self dictionary stabbed me

Seems i have forgotten to smile,
though i flash my teeth.

Seems i have forgotten to breath,
though my nose inhales the air.

Seems i have forgotten to express,
though i puke words constantly.

Seems i have forgotten to take,
each day as it comes.

Seems i have tried to hard,
but for the wrong cause.

Its all in the mind...Thoughts...
And as i THINK and Think and think...

I fail...or am i failing???

First Day of 'NEW SKOOL' !?!

Heylooo people...hmmm...improvement!!! now almost 2 days to complete a month fer abandonin my bloggie dearest :S

Oh btw had my 1st day of college today...lolz...i m in my 1st year alreadyyy????:O

Well 1st day waz pretty slow n kinda borin as far as da classes r concerned...jus da general introductory classes.....oh guess wht i already missed a class on da 1st day of ma coll...hehe...well no i did nt do dat intentionally. we were told dat we can go and eat n so me n my frd thot it waz a break or sumthin n were in da cafeteria...well der waz a class meanwhile...so yea.. btw dat frd i went wid is a new one - akansha..(i think dats how u wud spell her name?) well nice female..not a typical gurl n i m happiee bout dat...well even got to no pretty many other kids so it waz pretty ok...

Besides da seniors did try to rag us n dey sucked at it....well i m sure if it haadnt been for da recent bits raggin issue happenin dey wud hav been muj better at it...but dey made akansha dance n i waz supposed to do dat next but da supervisor came in....lolz...i didnt get ragged :D
basically it waz jus frdly raggin n few of da senior guys luked gud...actually less dan few..oh but our batch damnit...!!! so far i havent settled my eyes on even one gorgeous chick dude!! hmph!! lolz...oh and da seniors hav diz trip planned fer us to desert safari fer only 50 bucks..which i think is pretty neat so i may go fer dat....

Newayz diz seems like really fun n xcitin frm da way i see it....n after da huge break of 6mnths widout ne studies n books, i m lukin fwrd to studyin fer now...:P wich i dunno will last fer how long...hahah..

Newaz i m out fer now...
Cheers n tadaaa......