Conversation

mella says:
meeenaaallll

Meenal says:
what u doin

mella says:
nothing
getting bored

Meenal says:
dont all u a e ppl do that
my brother dear is going today
so i gotta take him shopping
brb

mella says:
kk

Meenal says:
back

mella says:
;D

Meenal says:
empty became

mella says:
empty? pooop ?

Meenal says:
yeah

mella says:
niceee
im bored bored boredddd

Meenal says:
so am i
im kinda sick with myself

mella says:
whyy

Meenal says:
because everywhere i go or see i find something or someone right in my face pointing out my worthlessness

mella says:
dont think like that.......

Meenal says:
mel its annoying man
i have thought of so many things for myself and i m doing nothing to getstarted
besides wasting time of course

mella says:
me too man...we are all in the same boat....

Meenal says:
and the brownie of this bitch is that i constantly brood over it and fuck my happiness
its traumatizing man

mella says:
i know....

Meenal says:
iwant it all to stop like go away

mella says:
so dont brood over it...
just think of it as a bad dream that will just go
if u feel like shit...u shud just write it out...and then ul feel lighter

Meenal says:
yeah except i just cant write
like my creative instincts along with all my uselessness have gone down the drain
i m sitting on my blog only
i dont know what to write
maybe i will just copy paste this conversation
easy way out
briliant

mella says:
yeah thats how it is...you're doing great
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Pathetic? Tell me about it.

You Can Smile Now

The vines left their support,
The silhouette was ignored.

They crept their way towards her,
The loner beam was a different story.

The black coils engulfed her,
The support watched in awe.

They hissed calmly, “We know you love it,”
Pause. Again, “You can smile now.”

So she did. Just for an eternity.
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P.S. Adnan's room wall. My new friend whom I met through Melissa.

Coldplay - Talk

Oh brother I can't, I can't get through
I've been trying hard to reach you, cause I don't know what to do
Oh brother I can't believe it's true
I'm so scared about the future and I wanna talk to you
Oh I wanna talk to you

You can take a picture of something you see
In the future where will I be?
You can climb a ladder up to the sun
Or write a song nobody has sung
Or do something that's never been done

Are you lost or incomplete?
Do you feel like a puzzle, you can't find your missing piece?
Tell me how do you feel?
Well I feel like they're talking in a language I don't speak
And they're talking it to me

So you take a picture of something you see
In the future where will I be?
You can climb a ladder up to the sun
Or a write a song nobody has sung
Or do something that's never been done
Do something that's never been done

So you don't know were you're going, and you wanna talk
And you feel like you're going where you've been before
You tell anyone who'll listen but you feel ignored
Nothing's really making any sense at all
Let's talk, let's ta-a-alk
Let's talk, let's ta-a-alk

(Suggested by Sana Shamim)