Conversation

mella says:
meeenaaallll

Meenal says:
what u doin

mella says:
nothing
getting bored

Meenal says:
dont all u a e ppl do that
my brother dear is going today
so i gotta take him shopping
brb

mella says:
kk

Meenal says:
back

mella says:
;D

Meenal says:
empty became

mella says:
empty? pooop ?

Meenal says:
yeah

mella says:
niceee
im bored bored boredddd

Meenal says:
so am i
im kinda sick with myself

mella says:
whyy

Meenal says:
because everywhere i go or see i find something or someone right in my face pointing out my worthlessness

mella says:
dont think like that.......

Meenal says:
mel its annoying man
i have thought of so many things for myself and i m doing nothing to getstarted
besides wasting time of course

mella says:
me too man...we are all in the same boat....

Meenal says:
and the brownie of this bitch is that i constantly brood over it and fuck my happiness
its traumatizing man

mella says:
i know....

Meenal says:
iwant it all to stop like go away

mella says:
so dont brood over it...
just think of it as a bad dream that will just go
if u feel like shit...u shud just write it out...and then ul feel lighter

Meenal says:
yeah except i just cant write
like my creative instincts along with all my uselessness have gone down the drain
i m sitting on my blog only
i dont know what to write
maybe i will just copy paste this conversation
easy way out
briliant

mella says:
yeah thats how it is...you're doing great
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Pathetic? Tell me about it.