It seemed like the blogging world was collapsing but phew! my eyes had da privilege of reading 4 different posts today....right after i cum back frm my vaccations in Dubai i think der has been a swing of a magic wand sumwer....I say this because of the drastic changes that i hav gone thru in wht i can count as less dan a week after i returned...
It started with likin n appreciatin livin in Bangalore followed by takin tremendous amount of interest in college happenins, lectures, associatin wid classmates, taking each day as it comes and bein sorted in the head....Conclusion - bein a happy soul....!
Actually, on the contrary i think der is a rise in the amount of thoughts dat run in my head all the time but sumhow dey r different bcoz of the reasons fer which dey run in my head hav changed...now dey run jus to make me smile all the time...it does hav a lil freaky touch to it bcoz der r a couple of ppl who hav noticed me constantly mumbling to myself which i did not use to do before...like actually talk talk to myself if u no wht i mean! but really i dun care much....
I duno how but i hav moved on into diz new phase of mine wer i m insanely obsessed with succeeding...I mentioned in one of my previous posts that i m yet to realise dat one thing wich i can go on doin fer a long time, ace it like woh! n not get bored of it...I didnt no i wud realise it so soon jus after i post bout it but yeah it is basketball only...coz as i think bout it dats da only thing dat i see myself doin everytime i picture my life..i m having solid issues related to ma game right now but dats a different story altogether...and otherwise there is my course wich i m very enthusiastic bout...
I can see myself movin away frm all da typical college crowd indulgences....not dat i m completely out of it but i hav dese strong desires to shirk dem frm my life n b a goodie gurl...although i still haven't reached there...its more like withdrawing frm most of the usual stuff bcoz i more likely bored of it?!
Another thing is this sudden awakening dat i went thru which has taken me frm my fantasy land and dropped me in the actual world where i m constantly comparing wer i stand..hence come the urges to learn n be informed bout as many things as i can...here again diz faces a contradiction from my usual mind set of bein oblivious of all dat happens around me...
Bonding wid mama felt so gud today....she is sucha different character when compared to ma dad...like i duno wht i wud b like if it wasnt fer such a kewl mama dat i hav...Muah!
I feel like mentioning a few things; attending regular classes and paying invariable attention wid the help of 'polo' - :) ...finding nice ppl is such a joy...smokin on a terrace feels gud..realisin dat no matter how shitty it feels or gets but I can still go along all da way widout ne1 sends me on cloud nine..making efforts to improve vocabulary and knowledge widout ne sort of inferiority felt from another but a more learned person is great...luking presentable and pleasing :P most of the time is fun... attempting to eat healthy and be fit most of da time...making sumone feel better (did dat recently) and laughing n feeling gud bout my own pjs...blogging widout the intention of 'wanting' other ppl to read my blog nd still feel happy wen der is a comment on a post...
man i can go on riting the whole night but mebbe i shud stop fer now....
Another thing dats been happenin is dat i m sufferin frm quite a few of those wht I cud term as 'insignificant memory lapses' like fer eg. i suddenly forget how to spell comment!
Trying to come up with a radio play was as kewl but again as silly as it cud get... :P
It's been a long time since i rote a longgg post to enlighten bout myself but dis one is surely different...fer one der is no whining.. :D and two, i feel i hav ritten in a different manner...
I am almost gonna turn 20 (matter of abt 3 mnths) and despite the fact dat i hav been such an immature person most of my life and hav not achieved something drastically significant, i can still say dat i just feel proud of myself today!!! :D
*tears of joy*
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Okay,this is funny, but as soon as you said you dont want people to read and comment, i had to do it!
its an awesome heart-felt all-out post with so much positive energy, i can almost see you smiling through the damn screen!!
i miss having you around Meenu, but i guess things are getting a lot better for you there and i hope it remains this way and better!
You're an adorable lil something, and its hard for things not to cheer up around you when ur there..so its no surprise that things are going great for you..think about it, you're the cheer element here !!
anyhow, all said and done....my love for you remains despite the love-dunked posts about my new-found muse!
Muah!!
ey sheikhaa i didnt say i dun wan ppl to read or sumthin...i simply said i now rite without the necessary intention of people shud b readin my post...ne1 is still totally welcum on my bloggie..
i like da smiling part...coz i actually was wile ritin n more of it after posting...oh i miss u both too...like a lot but at da same time i ahv a lot of fun here...hehehe so kewl frm da whiny freak to da cheer element..hahaha...i think i beat alifya to her positivity here or sumthin...i m sure aak noes xactly wht i m talkin bout...hahaha...luv u lots hun,muahh
Ok first and foremost, nobody can match Alifya's positiveness. Nobody.
Ok now about you...you asked me whether you sound better or more insane than before. I'm going to have to say that you definitely sound more insane. But you should also know that in my vocabulary insane is a good thing. What fun is it being normal and sane anyway? My loue, you sound so very happy!!! I can see you finding your peace of mind, I can see you converting your bad experiences into something positive, I can see you growing up my child.
You sound like you've grown so much as person. You my dear, sound like a woman now :D and that's a huge compliment.
I think I'm going to have to stop teasing you about your kiddishness now. You're not there yet of course but you're well on your way.
I'm delighted and so very proud. Mwah
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