Saturday, April 22, 2006

Have You?

Have you felt so sad dat u jus wana cry ur ass off?
Have you felt so incomplete just coz ur friend is flyin to a distant place?
Have you felt like being as strong as possible but dat jus one sentence "Ure so Welling up" makes u shed tears?
Have you felt so weird wer all is normal yet luks so alien?
Have you hogged ur fill n yet be blah at da same time?
Have you had a situation wer ur pathetic already n da songs on da fm dun help either?
Have you felt like tearin sum1's boardin pass to so many bits dat u cannot possibly join even if u wana havin all da pieces?
Have you felt like holding sum1's hand soo tite dat the person cant go till she finally misses da flite?
Have you felt the feeling of having the pathetic bus journey ever?
Have you felt like xpressin sumthin n end up ritin utter confused words?
Have you felt the feeling of bidding away a close frd gud-bye?

I have,today on da 22nd of april wen my sweetheart left to bombay...ok so she will hav a life there but rite now i jus needed to spill coz i wan jan back already n it must hav jus been a few minutes since her flite took off.
Hav a safe flite hun...god bless...
I am gonna miss u so muj...muah...

Have you felt like ritin n ritin n ritin ur ass off but yet you hav to stop coz you dunno wat to say...?

I have....I HAVE...it sucks...
but den i still lappyy you so muj...
take care...:'(

19 comments:

Anonymous said...

yeaa...
will really miss u jan...
evry1's gonna miss u..
tc
bye
Mohit

Anonymous said...

aww man... :(...shes gone...damn! *hug*...its gonna b hard meen...try to b strong...luv u...

Anonymous said...

heey sweety,
mes gone through all of tht with 3 close friends..so i noe exactly wht ure goin through..but dunt worry..mes alwyas will be there for u...!!so luvuuuuuuuu
dutn be blaaaaaaah
muah

Cuckud said...

gail i m tryin...:(
sucks wen one of my really gud limited peepz hav to leave me..haw.
Naussssssseeeeeeeenn my sweetheart n my only hope luv ya loads...thnx hun,muah...but i still misshi jan...
jan u whore no1;s made me feel so pathetic in life...but den i still lowwie u..

Anonymous said...

meenu totally agree with you ....i underwent the same sort of feeling leaving all my friends back there in D.A.V...i had been with them since K.G. i would see their eyes well up but a sweet smile of happiness...u know what they had to say in such a time...life is all about moving on....so true...although we misshe misshe jan so much and can't forget her ...we should'nt forget that friendship is a ship to sail and not to sink ! ...she knows that she has a lotta friends back here to fall back on...and this will definately fill her heart with joy and confidence in each step she takes...ok and here for jan i only have to say a small message for you...."IF FRIENDSHIP COULD BE BOUGHT AND SOLD IN STOCKS AND SHARES PEOPLE WHO INVESTED IN YOU WOULD BE MILLIONAIRES,WE DID AND WE ARE!!"....i think we all would just like to tell jan "better remember to remember me,forget to forget me,if u remember to forget me,i still won't forget to remember you..."that's how much we miss u and care for u....all the best!let your sweet smile run miles!!! and meenu... i know u feel miserable without jan...yaddein yaad atti hogi...woh chote chote bate..mulakatein...beete hue pal...bus un palo ke sahare je lo....hum sab hein na tere saath!!....ok don't get astonished with my hindi...atleast it's better than my sindhi..!!!!

Cuckud said...

lolz manishaa ur soo cute...dat surely made me smile...lmao...

Sarah said...

Ok..hu the fuk is annonymus??!..frustrating bullshit...
I knw exactly how u feeling girl..
we're all seriously goin thru it together....
no worries..shez comin back in 6 months...cheer up hun..
luuvvvv u...
mwwwaaahhhhzzz

jo said...

oh meenuu... sowie 4 commenting in so late.. as sarah said.. we all are goin thru the same rite now... its miserable.. i can bet on tht.. but its jus a phase.. n time will heal it all.. n jan i mish u too man.. hope u all kewl out there.. mwahhhh meenu.. i luvvv u soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much... pls pls pls pls dun be low .. mwahhhhhhhh

Anonymous said...

fuk u sarah... have some respect to who ever blogs in here.. and plus its not even for u .. so why dont u just shut the fuk up and just leave ur comments as plain and simple .. i mean u have a fuking problem with urself..dont bring that on others.. none of the things that are written here r for u.. its for cuckud...so get the fuk outta here if u have a fuking problem.. sorry meenal.. but this chick needs it up her ass soo badly.

Cuckud said...

omggg u aint manishaaa....manisha wud never speak dat way.......omggggggg whozzz anonymous...n dun u dare say nethin to sarah...plzz shes my sweetheart...i wont stand it...n omg bitchfites on my blog agnnnnnnnnnn.......plzzz dun do dat to my blog...can ya ppll....calm down...like seriously calm down...n anonymous u aint sayin no bad nemore to sarah...GET IT!!!... like dunt n it wud b better to no whoz u so yea...!

Anonymous said...

new anonymous...if that's the only way i can address u now.....u told sarah to have respect for ppl blogging in here....why can't u first? ......whatsoever....this blog restricts itself to ppl who care for one another...who can share feelings and who can understand one another.....we definately don't need arguments in here...or any personal grudge's to be sorted out here...!pls take care to think before you comment on this sensitive blog that has a unique bond making it very very different from others.....and as for u feeling that sarah was wrong ....i think i can speak for myself.....we don't need ppl here to jump into our personal lives....and make it any better or worse than it already is...if i'm being rude in anyway...god forgive me!...but i think u deserved to be told off....whoever u r...thanks meenal i'm glad u can recognise ur friend....dunno what kinda misunderstanding would have popped up otherwise....gosh...i should learn to sign off with my name...but i don't think that's needed cuz true friends like u know it all!!!!sorry meenu i could'nt calm down...and i dunno its so not like me commenting in here...but i couldn't jus stand the language used....

Jan said...

awww...everythin so sweet! i wuv u guys toooooooooooo much! n whoz dis new anonymous? solve d mystery n keep me updated!!
muahh

Anonymous said...

PEACE...u gals r so meant to be...

Sarah said...

I'm frankly bugged with ppl signing as annoymus and the rest of us having to guess who it is..
so dearest annoymus..sincerely apologies for the language. Who ever u are...I love u..mwwaahhhzz...hehehhe..
JAN COMMENTED!!! YAAAYYYZZ1!!!!
JAN V MISSSSSS U!!!

Anonymous said...

DAMN...dat was intense...sarah...wat happ?? n who was the swearing annonymous?? dat was so uncalled for...there were like 5 fuks?? anyway watever...hope it all sorted out now...seriously pple!! WTH? love u guys...meen *hug*...dats all i can say..im sure ur missin her loads...n great poem...very cute n sad...

Cuckud said...

thnx gaill...its kinda sad to see dat my dearest blog is turnin out to b more of a bitchfitin source dan my saviour....boo...like ppl stop swearin man...n yea anonymous dun creat mess plz...n like do lemme no whoz u...jokes till a point seem ok n den dey jus like sarah said bcumin pretty annonyin...yaha gaill i miss jan loads..well she replied to me..her sim aint workin der so she cant mesg nebody...so shes pretty bored der coz she doesnt hav nethin to do...n she can only wait till her col starts n dats in july...n she misses all ya fellas loads...so dats wat she asked me to pass on...
jyoti maiii ur very sweet i absolutely lowwie u.......:D n manisha too...muah ppl...

Anonymous said...

i think finally new anonymous got my point...we gals are so meant to be ....exactly!...well sarah don't get so annoyed with new anonymous...we will get to know the person soon....was it not so difficult to guess who i am....(sarcastically) then...? hehe....cheer up....forget all this crap and head on....enjoy!yipee...jan's back....wow!....ok so i'm signing off hereafter...nerdo!lol...miss u'll..

Anonymous said...

:)...glad things seem to be okay now...fites just suck...we dont need more problems...we all have more dan enuf....well u guys tc...glad u heard from jan...tell her i sed he n i miss her too...cyaa

sun said...

im sooo sorrryyy im commenting ven every1 has forgotten dis post but yeah actually har kisi ko toh jaana padta hai ek din soo v have 2 try n face it re.....now v vill feel dat oh my god it is da end but den later on it gradually starts becoming ok....uc time heals every single thing re so not 2 worry at all.....re.....