Shit

I just found out today that I didn't know where Oxford and Howard universities are... At that time it was a big shock for the people around me and I realized that I was quite embarrassed.. well ok so I never thought about it! whatever! talk about escapism... :P tsk tsk!!

So i learnt two new words today... queasy - feeling sick and gunk - any sticky or greasy residue or accumulation... wait i did not learn them.. I was merely notified about their existence...

Have started playing basketball again with a classmate (Sneha).. feels great to be playing again... except waking up early is such a drag... well its always been... but who cares...

Hey film got over... practicals went very well...it finally came to be called "Vigilante".. its ironic but as much as I hated the stress while we were busy with film, I totally miss it now.. there are still a few changes to be made and we are hopefully entering it into lot of festivals... lets see..

As of now, I can't wait to finish my exams and fly off to Dubai...shit and I feel the need of a countdown... 18 days more... :)

*Off to wash her plate*

Today Was MY DAY

And the trauma continues... I always keep saying "I know I am jinxed."

Today the jinx proved itself.. actually starting yesterday..

Ganesh dude seems to have gone home some 5 days back.. but the torture doesn't seem to cease..

19th September, 2008 -Indranagar - Anup's place - Editing - Boom!

20th September, 2008 - Indranagar - The Village - Vanny's treat - Boom!

20th September, 2008 - Vasant Nagar - Home - Ran from Vanny's treat - Boom!
(Note - I confirmed the situation in Vasant Nagar before i left.. It was just nice enough to start 10 minutes after i reach home)

20th September, 2008 - M. G. Road - On the way to Taika - Before clubbing - Single Boom!

20th September, 2008 - Vasant Nagar - Home - Returning from clubbing - Boom!
(Note - I confirmed the situation again.. And yet again it was nice enough to start 5 minutes after i reach home)

I wonder what turning deaf feels like.. I wonder what dying of a heart attack feels like :P I wonder how the whole therapy business works?

Exams are coming soon... If this is the way it goes, then possible distinction bye-bye for one more semester..

And right now, Cuckud turns her back to the world..! Goodnight!

My Letter To 'You'

If you exist, you jolly well read this!

You do need to realize that I am not a fucking weila loser. I am neither going to sit in this bloody room every evening till about 1 a.m. in the morning in the constant fear of something happening or blasting my poor ears with music for hours at a stretch and turning myself deaf..Nor can I keep blasting my ears every time I enter and exit Vasant Nagar or my house in Vasant Nagar.

It was not my brilliant choice of shifting here in this shit hole home country of mine for education. Also, right now when I think, I have enough issues to take care of related to college and other small random ones. I CLEARLY DO NOT need the brownie of you know what!

I cannot live in this constant fearful life ok! Do u even know the 'L' of living in a life of this kind? Do you know what it feels like? Do you how the ego hurts when you have soo much of it and don't know where to shove it at times like these? How many of us do you think like blocked noses and swollen eyes? A day of torture... Another...Another...and Another....Who the hell do you think I am to go on and on and on and hear the freaky losers of my area at it and get freaked out..

Face it!! Excuse me??? who the fuck are you to tell me to face it and why should I when I wasn't the one who built it in me... Why should I compromise everyday on random things and other celebrations and whatever because of some non living thing that break dances in the sky or does the snake dance on the floor...And while its at it, it screams out "Look at me..Look at me...I am so cool" Fuck you!!!!
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So be wise and keep on reading the signs of my body..... Shakira... right now the beats from the song and the beats outside seem to mix and.... no fighting...no fighting... (music continues)

Quiz tomorrow...you think you are going to be nice enough and let me study? because I am not the kind who can study with music in my ears.. As I see it, morning is my only best friend right now..

Once again, with lots of love (that's combining all that I have given out so far to everyone possible and whatever I have at this point of time) FUCK YOU!

Ganesh Dude Does The Salsa

Yuppp...you won't believe how traumatized i have been since the last week.. yeah man... in the name of ganeshji, all the freaky losers of our beloved country are making my life a prettyness hell! ok ok i am talking about Bangalore. I have shifted to Vasant Nagar and as much as i like the fact that i am here, i totally hate it at the same time :(

Film progess is going great. Can't wait to see it. Shooting was damn tiring but that much of fun. 12 hours of super cool efforts :)

Sneha's birthday treat was damn nice. Food was heaven. Her mum is adorale. lol. She and sana were damn understanding about the bitch of my life, so happy came.

Appetite is gone for a toss. All i think about is sleeping. And now i am just blabbering so i will just stop. I wanted to whine about Ganesh Dude festival and consequences on my life so aaah!!

Goodnight!