Friday, March 17, 2006

It Hurts...

It hurts to...
realise that the initial encounter had the potential,
to make me drool and fall for you completely...

It hurts to...
think that it all started as a stupid joke,
while i advanced to become so solemn...

It hurts to...
observe you always smiling and being joyful,
and yet my heart weeps a million tears...

It hurts to...
feel pleased when i get to meet you for a teeny minute,
while i know that there is no distinct conclusion...

It hurts to...
hear you utter so swiftly and generously,

and yet i have to think twice before saying something...

It hurts to...
wait for any act from your part,
while without it my day is incomplete...

It hurts to...
sob till my eyes entirely twinge and are ablaze,
and yet that seems to be the mere promising relief...

It hurts to,
have you always volunteer to find a solution,
while unaware that you are the unsettled problem...

It hurts to...
adore you, like so much,

and yet despise myself for the partiality...

It hurts to...
notice you undaunted about the whole situation,

while my soul keeps screaming out the fact...


But this moment will surpass,
N i will be in high spirits again,
But when will the time arrive?
I shall speak no further...!:(

8 comments:

Jan said...

..beautiful hun..i feel like cryin too :'( i loved the 8th paragraph..it made so much sense..i kno xactly what u meant by it. But it's okay man..u r right..all this will pass soon. no worries. just remember, if anyone's missin sumthin here it's him:):)
love ya..n CHEER UP gurl!!:D

Anonymous said...

OH MY GOD!! meenal how cud u??
its too freaking WOWWW!! im soo jealous...its soo gud n truee n everything...love u...cheer up...mwah

Dayaan Swiftheart W said...

Nice words again,

why is everyone turning emo around me nowadays :(?.

Sarah said...

These words are so beautiful in itz innocence. Girl i hope evrythn's goina b alrite... kinda messed up as well but ur words help.. they really do..
All the best fer Eco...
Cheers..
mwwaahhh

Anonymous said...

hey meen,
dis is sana...wow...hey dats nice work u've ritten rite dere girl...u do good re...by da vey it's all khewl n ok re ..... although i dunno vats da tension but still i can just say everything'll be ok n fine n dont worry....its finally gonna be all khewl....chal den me signing off...bbyeee....

Sarah said...

aww... c everyone's giving such morale support..
love u sooo much cuckud.. jus becoz u are who u r...lolz...
Cuckud...
mwwaahhhh

Cuckud said...

THNX!! fellas...like i said b4 i hav such kewl frds..yayzz...lowweee u all...but i m freakin out more n more ppl day by day wid my ritin...*oyii* and accz fucked my case today n its annoyin wen ppl end up askin will u manage to pass?*wtf* how can u degrade me dat bad man!!?

oh dayaan dun worry all da 'emos' arnd u will turn back in their original forms..i hope.!!:)as fer me i m absolutely mindfucked doin my books startin frm a lil b4 march 1 so u can imagine i bet..n btw pearl jam - black i m fallin in love wid it..kinda late to realise but well dats y ppl call me da 'Cuckud' cheers...:D

Jan said...

haha..your such a tool meenal!!:D
lowweee u:):)