Secondary is what i am,
I feel,
Or maybe i am a bad guesser.
I am told what i mean to people,
Quite a few times,
But maybe i am too paranoid.
Wait is it just same bad luck,
Keeps lurking,
Or maybe i might be correct.
Unlike before there seems to be no one there,
Just a feeling,
Or maybe there is just a silhouette left.
Victimization is another bitch of mine,
Too many bitches around me eh?
Or maybe bad luck again!
A lot is going on about right now,
One after the other,
Something i want and loathe together.
After so long, the head triggered,
For a few minutes,
A few lines of venting away.
At this very moment, I demand!
Ma music, not trivial crap!
Ma basketball, not hurt ego!
A reassurance, not fickle hopes!
A lot of solitude..With a CLEAR MIND!
Or maybe i do need more that a silhouette,
Just about right now,
But the solitude has a superior hand..!
(Written September 10 2007, i think)
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