Riqqa Carnival Randomness

Heyloo all u ppl out der...Merry Christmas (Belated:P) Damn once agn its been so long since i blogged....get so bizi wid coll dese days...assignments,presentations, tests - u name it and u hav it...but newaz read diz one its funn...:)

Once upon a time.....naha i m totally kidding...:P
But still me and aakanksha had gone to diz kewl carnival kinda thing in riqqa arnd two weeks back (Supposedly on 11th dec - day of history test) which was a totally kewlness xperience...well da plan came outta random boredom...we got down at riqqa both of us n went to eat at diz totally kewl place 'breakfast breakfast' (i no weird name but the cheese manakish is not weird) isa seski food....n den we were jus walkin wen we reached diz carnival place wich was deserted since it waz arnd 2 in da afteroon or after...so we thot of takin a small tour around :) lolz...i dun really remember da order of our random crapiness we did arnd but we had diz funny wrestling match in diz small area where i think shud hav been da jumping thingi ( i dunno wht do u call it) which was deflated at dat time:P we got diz free fulin arnd to do in diz place which had trampoline kinda nets....we took permission frm da single dude over der who was sittin in a booth...ohh we even went on da giant wheel....n were swingin da lowermost carrier...:P nd da best part was wen we went to xplore da not workin at dat time ghost house....*teehee*...i can still remember we ruined quite a few things der like...

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We drew a bindhi fer one of da ghost....:P we even cut of 2 small pieces as souvenirs from da cloth dat was tied arnd it..

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Another random ghost of dat house:p

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Der was diz other skeleton dude who waz wearing a mask of which we tore of 2 teeth again as souvenirs...:P

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The place waz greasy, darkkk, dirty and stuffy but it was fun foolin arnd inside...

I was jus thinkin imagine if sumone absent mindedly saw us movin arnd der...wht wud dey think who it wud b??? da thot cracks me up....lolzz....

However we had like assload of fun and den we finally went home after all our craziness....i wish i had time to post bout diz earlier but damn coll restricts me frm doin a lot of thinz dese days....

I m out fer now....hav fun peepz
Muah....

Frustration Gets The Better of Me

So like most of u guys no i started coll arnd 3 months back....yea it seemed so gud da fact dat i m now in coll yayzzz!!! :S
not really... i remember postin about my 1st day of coll bein completely enthusiactic bout it...but alas...dat does not xsist nemore....COLLEGE totally annoys me...!!!

I am a little more than 'totally frustrated' rite now....
Damn i was suppose to post bout diz totally kewl time me n aakanksha had at dat small carnival kind of thingi in riqqa but i dun hav time to rite....(i will post it soon though...it waz one heck of a kewl day..) but yea rite then how am i ritin diz post...? well bcoz i want to whineee....i cant help it....like a word vomit dats all i do...keep pukin whines n cribs on all da ppl whom i usually talk wid a lot...well its all bout dealin wid little issues here n der everyone keeps sayin...nd i no i aint da only one goin thru dese but stilll i dunno why i cant seem to deal wid dem....orr why i cant seem to keep my mouth shut n be normal n think life aint so tuf..yea so i wana whine bout it...yeaaa soo whtt....?!!?

Well i no wht xactly has ticked me offf soooo bloody much..its jus one thing....but all da other small random things r jus add-ons to make an already helpless situation worse...yeah more dan hating dat one thing i actually hate da fact dat i can not really do much to change it....whyyy? damnit...!!

Its like i m suddenly bein pushed to nowhere as soon as possible fer sum damn reason wich i fail to realise...nd xactly y my mind fails to cooperate wid me to move dat quickly...i m slow...i m waiitin...(for wht...? search me!) which i no is not goin to do nethin but land me into shit....nd yet i m slow! i only seem to b gettin really disappointed wid everythin...anger is like rite der..even if u mite try sayin hie fer sum ppl it pisses me off. its like i wana fite....seems like i m lukin fer reasons to yell at sumone. Its like i need a huge whack! on da head like wake up woman whts rong wid uuu??? y are u sucha typical emotional fool...why do u have to think so much and worry bout every stupid business arnd u....y not like jus breathe rite? but no....cuckud has lost it!!!

Da only options i wish i cud practice now...(none of which r possible really.)
1) hibernate totally n not wake up fer i guess eternity....
2) run away from da entire world and jus be alone...
3) ok if i cant really run away den atleast be in solitude fer somthin at sum place like a beach...(diz is weird...i hav suddenly started approvin of beaches...i dunno if ppl remember but i alwayz used to say how beaches gimme da weird vibes...)
4) beat da shit outta sumthin or jus go wild wid nethin....nethin dat wud help...

And surely....i totally seem to be cryin fer no reason...like y? prolly coz i hate bein a cry babie n da fact dat i m so sensitive makes me shed tears...or is it my anger which is like so bad nd so intense dat da fumes condense back into da water form n jus pour? or is it jus dat i m plain frustrated n hav lost it....?

nevermind....let me give u people a break n yet agn try another unsuccessful attempts of gettin a life....!!!
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Shay - The Hero

At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning disabled children,the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended.

After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection.?
Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?"

The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe,that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes, in the way other people treat that child."Then he told the following story:

Shay and his father had walked past a park where some boys Shay knew were playing baseball. Shay asked,"Do you think they'll let me play?" Shay's father knew that most of the boys would not want someone ! like Shay on their team, but the father also understood that if his son were allowed to play, it would give him a much-needed sense of belonging and some confidence to be accepted by others in spite of his handicaps.
Shay's father approached one of the boys on the field and asked if Shay could play, not expecting much. The boy looked around for guidance and said, "We're losing by six runs and the game is in the eighth inning. I guess he can be on our team and we'll try to put him in to bat in the ninth inning." Shay struggled over to the team's bench put on a team shirt with a broad smile and his Father had a small tear in his eye and warmth in his heart. The boys saw the father's joy at his son being accepted. In the bottom of the eighth inning, Shay's team scored a few runs but was still behind by three. In the top of the ninth inning, Shay put on a glove and played in the right field. Even though no hits ! came his way, he was obviously ecstatic just to be in the game and on the field, grinning from ear to ear as his father waved to him from the stands.
In the bottom of the ninth inning, Shay's team scored again. Now, with two outs and the bases loaded, the potential winning run was on base and Shay was scheduled to be next at bat. At this juncture, do they let Shay bat and give away their chance to win the game?
Surprisingly, Shay was given the bat. Everyone knew that a hit was all but impossible 'cause Shay didn't even know how to hold the bat properly, much less connect with the ball. However, as Shay stepped up to the plate, the pitcher, recognizing the other team putting winning aside for this moment in Shay's life, moved in a few steps to lob the ball in softly so Shay could at least be able to make contact. The first pitch came and Shay swung clumsily and missed. The pitcher again took a few steps forward to toss the ball softly >towards Shay. As the pitch came in, Shay swung at the ball and hit a slow ground ball right back to the pitcher. The game would now be over, but the pitcher picked up the soft grounder and could have easily thrown the ball to the first baseman. Shay would have been out and that would have been the end of the game. Instead, the pitcher threw the ball right over the head of the first baseman, out of reach of all team mates. Everyone from the stands and both teams started yelling, "Shay, run to first! Run to first!" Never in his life had Shay ever ran that far but made it to first base. He scampered down the baseline, wide-eyed and startled. Everyone yelled, "Run to second, run to second!" Catching his breath, Shay awkwardly ran towards second, gleaming and struggling to make it to second base. By the time Shay rounded towards second base, the right fielder had the ball, the smallest guy on their team, who had a chance to be the hero for his team for the first time. He could have thrown the ball to the second-baseman for the tag, but he understood the pitcher's intentions and he too intentionally threw the ball high and far over the third-baseman's head. Shay ran toward third base deliriously as the runners ahead of him circled the bases toward home. All were screaming, "Shay, Shay, Shay, all the Way Shay" Shay reached third base, the opposing shortstop ran to help him and turned him in the direction of third base, and shouted, "Run to third Shay, run to third" As Shay rounded third, the boys from both teams and those watching were on their feet were screaming, "Shay, run home! Shay ran to home, stepped on the plate, and was cheered as the hero who hit the "grand slam" and won the game for his team.

That day, said the father softly with tears now rolling down his face, the boys from both teams helped bring a piece of true love and humanity into this world. Shay didn't make it to another summer and died that winter, having never forgotten being the hero and making his Father so happy and coming home and seeing his Mother tearfully embrace her little hero of the day!
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I hav a question...i dunno fer sum reason i dun like da fact dat ppl had to let Shay win da game on purpose...isnt dat like pity? i mean shudnt it b all bout acceptin da fact? i dunno if i asked da same way i wanted to ask but yea lemme no newaz..

End fellaz..muahh...

It Made Me 'Think'

I got this as a fwrded email...!
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Someday U'll Lose

Do u fear sumthin...? can sumthin or sumone really freak da shit outta u?
For me it can....it really can...
Da anxiety, da feelin to get outta der right now, da shiver,da tears, da frustration, da helplessness..i can go on n on bout it....

On a normal basis i m supposed to b one of those 'g' type of tomboy gurls but diz fear totally hurts ma ego...

How does one get over a fear man? yea ok dun gimme da usual crappy line...'Face It'.. i hav had it like frm almost all my friends who know about this fear...but yea suppose dat way doesnt help den wht???

Another thing is there r 2 kinda ppl....
1) who can hide their fear n pretend.
2) who get hysterical, nervous, wild, etc n find it very difficult to control it.

I m da latter kind...

Imagine wen u miss so many things bcoz of da fear factor present der, wich otherwise u wud so totally luv doin..hav u tried thinkin wht kinda feelin wud dat b?

I have....so many times...

Another worst thing...Wen Sumone Laughs or Mocks Bout Ur Fear??!!! nd probably da unoffcial manner to think ur dum..."omg...cumon wht does it really do to u??", "omgg how cum dat scares u...luk at me"!!! (YA RITE SUCKER!!!!)For me i personally feel dose r da most shittiest ppl on diz earth...like hello u wud never no how it feels until n unless u actually cum to da point wer u totally feel like peein in ur pants..especially for those kinds who luckily r lucky enuf not to b scared to face nethin or do nethin but yet are totally gud fer nudin slobs....!DAMN...!
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Fear Vs Faith

Its here...thats it...i can't bear it,
slices me apart,
drowning me in the fear pit...

The devoted flow of tears,
techno mix of the heartbeat,
makes the hand reach for ears...

Thats it..Please can u cease?
i just cannot take it,
my breath demands back its ease...

Haha gurl u wish i waz the angel,
to complete ur sparkle,
but i am generous giving dread and dull...

Immense pleasure to see you suffer,
ur pain makes me smile,
i pity u for ur puny buffer...

"This cannot go on forever,
i close my mind with a wait,
for the day which seems like never..."

A seemingly fought one-sided struggle,
where my faith is in peril,
the self-esteem faces a juggle...

Anticipation is getting the better of me,
a wait to kick the fear's butt,
realisation to give of how panic may be...

Because one day the faith will be superior,
irregardless of the time it takes,
one day the dread will get a peer...

And yet...

i close my mind with a wait,
counting,waiting and hoping...!

P.S - No mention or revealing bout da fear factor in da comments plzz....lolz...
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Wow Its Been A Year :D

Heylooo....
I m like really happy today....
Its my bloggie's bday...
It turned 'one year'...lolz...

"Friday, November 04, 2005
my 1st blog post...
posted by cuckud at 1:01 AM 0 comments"

P.S - Happy Birthday to me blog....i luv it sooo much....wudnt no wer i wud go if i hadnt had diz to post on...so muahhhhh to it....

:D

Sign of Relief

Guess whoz back!!!?? Yaha da cuckud n her blog...lolz..

Recently arnd i think the 5th of october - my blog waz identified as a spam blog n i needed to verify it..godd da blogger team is pretty slow i must say...they took so long to process da 3 verifications wich i sent..newaz after it waz unblocked goshhh i waz sooo happiee...yea rite i still cudnt post....damnit...den i sent diz huge mail to dem xplainin whts goin on n wht i shud b doin?
After a longggg wait finally ysterday dat is da 24th of oct i got a reply frm dem sayin to clear my browser's cache..wow so dats all dat was rong wid my site...i wish i new dat waz it all dese days i wudnt hav to wait na...!but whtever now my blog is workin as good as ever...teehee...*wild dances*:D

So da prev post now luks like reportin bout one of me long gone weekend...:p

In the meanwhile lotsa stuff had been goin on wich i so totally wanted to rite but i cudnt n now wile i can da moment is gone:{ well mebbe i cud jus highlite those like...

• i get to play pretty muj of bball like before wid my coll mates n few other frds wich is yayzz..
• i had even gone to aakanksha's place n we played sum gud billiards n den even went fer sheesha...lodsa fun..so now i even hav a painter frd!!!:D (sory aakanksha..i cudnt resist ritin diz:))
• diwali n eid has been pretty ok...not been goin out muj xcept family thingi....yawn:P
• I got my Pay Cheque so i m rich fer now.....:D
• last week in coll on a thurs wen we r supposed to hav full 8 classes were cut short to 4 coz of rangoli n henna competition..da second half of sameday waz like totally kewl coz few of us ended up playin stuff like 'who stole da cookies frm da cookie shop, black shoe, dog n da bone n goin crazie wid other thinz' lolz..oh and u need to check out da rangolis damn sum of dem were neat...

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(dat design bagged da 1st place)

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(hmm diz one got da second)

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(n i think diz waz supposed to b the third one...but newaz diz waz da most unique theme of all n it waz our class entry.....too gud rite?)

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(check out me n my classmates)

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(well i aint here but more of me classmates)
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Well i didnt no a blog can matter so much man...like really past few days i had bcum so emo coz i didnt hav my blog fer postin...like omgg...i jus cudnt stop whinin....n ysterday da min i saw da 'publish post' button back to normal omggg i so totally felt like huggin my monitor:$ no really....!lolzz....i m such a freak...its k i no....:D

(applause)
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Weekend Mania

My update might b faster dan xpected...:P well i jus cud not, not post bout my full of fun weekend.

5th October, Thursday - I had a whole day of coll..yea right now dat sounds interesting...:S da whole point was that i was supposed to take my car to coll n den me n few of my classmates were gonna go fer bowlin...so mornin i even got my car n i picked up one of my frd in deira n we were on our way...guess wht did i do??? i took a u turn n nicely sped a lil more dan required since i thot dat my car wud make da turn but it banged da footpath n da tyre went completely flat...wow....so i hadda pull the car in da parkin n din quite no wht to do...moreover i so thot dat i waz royally screwed....but i called sameer n luckily he waz arnd so he came to my rescue...but guess wht da spare tyre waz also jacked...lolz....so finally i called my dad n told him dat da tyre got punctured...noo i did not get screwed...SuRpRiSiNgLy......! well poor sameer he hadda drop me n my frd to coll..after coll got over we had to use the quasis bus to get to dubai bowlin centre...me, sapphire, karen, cavan and imran - we were da ones who went...1st we played pool..den we went fer bowlin...den we walked to century mall to buy food wich we even ate...:P den back to DBC fer foosball....n den finally we even did sheesha....wow so many things...in one day..it waz one of da most coolest things ever....i mean we had like soooo much of fun....jus wow...:D but wile gettin back saph n me thot we were pretty screwed coz we cudnt find a cab n it waz after 10....:O but both of us survived...n it wud hav been so much easier if i hadnt banged da car, punctured da tyre n took it to coll..pfft....but we had assload of fun man....yayzzz...

6th October, Friday - Today me n my sis took my parents n bro to a resort in jebel ali...well it waz my mommy's bday last week so we wanted to giv her a surprise....now da resort waz like omg sexy thing in a desert....i fergot da name of da resort...:$ but wen we got der 1st we hit da pool wen none of us knew how to swim....heeh...but walkin arnd in da pool waz also kewl....:) den we chnged n went to hav lunch wich waz an international buffet n waz also soooo gudddd....next came the beach wer all of us sat down to relax.....it was so peacefull...i m usually weird on beaches n dey tend to depress me or rather give me negative or weird vibes if u can call it...but surprisingly i felt gud today....sittin der alone lost in my world...:) newaz den we went to play table - tennis (me, my bro n me sis) n we even played badminton after dat....well it waz really gud to sweat out a lil bit of calories wich i gained frm da desert wich i hogged in da buffet..omgg...complete CHOCOLATEness.....:P:P after dat we headed home n all of dem r like dead tired by now....n i m still ok... n i m even postin rite now..!

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Haan so my weekend has been so totally filled wid fun n tomm is saturday wen i waz supposed to go n play bball wid coll frds agn but guess wht....i havent touched my books or finished my assignments fer sunday.....so i guess i will b at home...:( n omgg today i felt upset as well...

Jus think all u guys...wht if ur really close to winnin in sumthin u r really gud at n equally deservin victory but u lose....???!!! wht wud u feel at dat point of time??? ok why i asked diz is coz i waz watchin sa re ga ma pa lil champs (shut up.....its a very nice show okk...!!) n ders diz lil kid named abhrokanti who sings xtremely well got eliminated in today's episode. apparently he shudnt hav n ders diz other kid who sings not as gud as da former but is blind kid so it seems hes bin gettin more votes (public) outta sympathy rather dan talent....i m blah coz of dat....:( i so totally felt sumthin depressin after i watched dat...i dunno...

P.S - The post is longgg....ooopz..

P.P.S - My blog waz identified as a spam blog which is absurd n i had to get it verified so dat i can use my blog like before agn....pffft...how dare dey..? :(

P.P.P.S - Isnt my new dp here so cute??? i dun usually like flowers but da smiley is YELLOW....wow.....:D

I m out ppl...hope ur still awake n alive after readin fer so long...:P:P muahhh....;)

I Fail...Or Am I Failing???

I fail to see the truth
blinded by the phony prospect

I fail to hear the peaceful silence
deafened by the mimicked voices

I fail to take the invisible hand
fooled by the plastic limb

I fail to speak the line
gagged with confused speech

I fail to understand the meaning
my self dictionary stabbed me

Seems i have forgotten to smile,
though i flash my teeth.

Seems i have forgotten to breath,
though my nose inhales the air.

Seems i have forgotten to express,
though i puke words constantly.

Seems i have forgotten to take,
each day as it comes.

Seems i have tried to hard,
but for the wrong cause.

Its all in the mind...Thoughts...
And as i THINK and Think and think...

I fail...or am i failing???

First Day of 'NEW SKOOL' !?!

Heylooo people...hmmm...improvement!!! now almost 2 days to complete a month fer abandonin my bloggie dearest :S

Oh btw had my 1st day of college today...lolz...i m in my 1st year alreadyyy????:O

Well 1st day waz pretty slow n kinda borin as far as da classes r concerned...jus da general introductory classes.....oh guess wht i already missed a class on da 1st day of ma coll...hehe...well no i did nt do dat intentionally. we were told dat we can go and eat n so me n my frd thot it waz a break or sumthin n were in da cafeteria...well der waz a class meanwhile...so yea.. btw dat frd i went wid is a new one - akansha..(i think dats how u wud spell her name?) well nice female..not a typical gurl n i m happiee bout dat...well even got to no pretty many other kids so it waz pretty ok...

Besides da seniors did try to rag us n dey sucked at it....well i m sure if it haadnt been for da recent bits raggin issue happenin dey wud hav been muj better at it...but dey made akansha dance n i waz supposed to do dat next but da supervisor came in....lolz...i didnt get ragged :D
basically it waz jus frdly raggin n few of da senior guys luked gud...actually less dan few..oh but our batch damnit...!!! so far i havent settled my eyes on even one gorgeous chick dude!! hmph!! lolz...oh and da seniors hav diz trip planned fer us to desert safari fer only 50 bucks..which i think is pretty neat so i may go fer dat....

Newayz diz seems like really fun n xcitin frm da way i see it....n after da huge break of 6mnths widout ne studies n books, i m lukin fwrd to studyin fer now...:P wich i dunno will last fer how long...hahah..

Newaz i m out fer now...
Cheers n tadaaa......

Wana Go Fer A Ride Babie

Heylooo all u ppl out der....omgg rite ssup wid meenal..? she sounds happy...now dats not her usual attribute is it?? lolz...shut up....i m happy coz.....

"I FINALLY PASSED MY FUCKIN ROAD TEST....SO NOW I M A VALID DUBAI DRIVIN LICENSE HOLDER..."

Ohh but since it is a public holiday tomm i shall only get my license on tuesday hopefully since we r supposed to attend diz stupid final lecture 1st...so yeaa....

And omg today i almost thot dat i am gonna fail agn coz of my mistakes diz time....unlike last two times wer it waz bad luck....but she passed me....dese ppl r like crazy...seriously...i need to mention diz dat da very 1st mistake i did waz that i waz ready to start drivin widout puttin on da 'SEAT BELT' :P but da female behind me reminded me n da examiner noticed dat...i still passed.....so who cares riteee......!!!!!:D

So today i m like really happy n i actually started cryin like crazy once i got my pass paper...coz i waz so sure i wudnt pass today coz i did mistakes....but i passed.....

Oh btw guess wht ppl....."I FUCKIN PASSED" LOLzzz......:D:D:D:D

Ok enuf too muj excitement is not gud fer health...so i shall stop....

But i passed.......:D ok ok final stop....

cheers n muahhh.....;)

Oh My God

Hmmmm....i realised if i wudnt hav blogged fer another 4 days den it wud b a month since i din post nethin on my blog...disgraceful...!!! nd OMGGG...!

Ok jan let me dedicate diz post to u....:P yea i miss u loads....:X

Alrite i will start typin sumthin worth readin before ppl start clickin deir windows off....work has been goin gud n i hav been havin loads of fun...yea at work:P but its kinda sad how i cant really use my pay fer nethin else xcept payin fer my drivin....its fuckin EXPENSIVE mann....arghh...yea i failed my 1st attempt of road test n paid 300 agn fer another 6 classes n den 80 fer another road test.....
but guess wht i failed da 2nd attempt too....so 380 to pay agn!! so now i m not sure if its da luck or i actually suck so bad....coz i m learnin auto...so yea...but whtever i alwayz hav a bright side fer all my blah stuff n diz one has too....i will survive...lolzz....

Its kinda annoyin how my last 2 posts only revolve arnd my work n drivin...nd its so sad how i dun hav nethin to rite bout suddenly...damn....but well i found diz kewl way of gettin over issues...coz like last few days i waz really low n crap...so i had diz kewl pep talk wid my own self n i actually felt so much bettterrr.....dat waz day b4 ysterday n to make thinz even better i went fer lunch wid naus also ysterday....well it waz lotsss of fun.....n da day before we both freaks had even walked back to deira frm karama crossin da maktoum bridge....:D (fer ppl who think we hav lost it believe me its one of da best thinz to do....coz it waz soo muj funnn...)

On other random thinz i hav injured my left hand pointer finger...hapnd wile playin bball at insportz...yea hurtz...nd i got diz really bad blister on my left foot wich is pissin da shit outta me...ND i m sick coz i hav caught da flu.....

Now dat i hav given da proof dat i still exist i shall end diz post....:P

Good Day fellaz...muahhh.....

Yayzzz

Heyloo fellas.....i m sooo happyyy today.....
Finallyy.....finallyyyyyy.....!!!!!
Insportz will b da same like last year.....yayzzzzzzzzzz..... :D
Even givin out ice - creamz today seemed ok...lolzz...
I m reallly happy.....wuuhoooooo.......!!!!!:D

P.S - i may hav my asessment test on monday or tuesday n i hope i dun get too many classes after dat fer my final road test.....already paid quite a bit fer drivin....phew...!!!

Laters peepz...
i m out, muahhhh.....

Life Update

Hmmm bin almost 2 weeks since i put up sumthin....lolz its jus like suddenly i hav too many thinz to do n i m tryin to accomplish everythin...lolz....social life is nower...i dun really find much time fer myself....usually i m workin n da time i get free i m usually sleepin or online in da nite..not dat i can blame it coz i myself hav got in 2 many thinz....so i guess i shud stop complainin... :P

I dunno..jus felt i hav like abandoned my blog fer so long...so i jus wanted to rite sumthin....though i dun ahv muj to say but still sumthin....lol...

Oh i do hav my parkin n signal test on sat so yea all da best to mee.... :)
and even now i got my drivin class in sumtime....

P.S - My 1st post wich is so short after Kingkong post....lol....

stay cool ppl, i m out
muahhh....

All It Takes Is A Memory...

My head dances with the memories of last year,
and just like a kid it does make me sear.

Why life is all about moving on,
and yet i recall the moments all gone.

Things are the same but with slight deviation,
'changed Times' being the problem's designation.

I am sure it can't be called a big deal,
and yet my thoughts it seems to seal.

It is just not like before anymore,
man what the fuck...
can't help completely missing my whore.

Confirmation says: "Yes I Am A Freak",
To make such a big deal out of it,
But i still feel life's an unfair treat.

I am supposed to think on the contrary,
But dude it has really made me blahhh,
and all it takes is an abhorrently 'GOOD MEMORY'...

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Ok heylooo ppl...long time...hav like lost touch wid almost all ya ppl....hmm...fer update insportz started last saturday....well i dun believe i left my per day hundred paid secretarial job fer diz....bcozz...fer starters i miss ali da x manager fer da way he used to handle da camp n da way diz new manager handles...dun like him at all....he has stopped like small things wich were ok last year n it really gets to all da old supervisors frm last year....well da above mentioned reason is secondary....(oopz i mentioned it 1st:P) da main reason bein nauseen not bein wid me der diz year...godd i didnt no 'a snob' wud mean so muj to me...:( i misss like everythin we shared last year frm da ipod sharin in da bus to da eatin of da same popsicles ....everythin...n apparently i shudnt hav posted diz poem coz its bein mean to her n we r not supposed to b talkin bout it but den its so stupid dats all we talk bout dese days insportz n keep recallin all da memories shared last year....hmm so basically it kinda sucks...n how stupid can i get lolz....i jus commented on sarah's blog like a total g dat i hav stopped whinin like before but diz post mite jus prove me rong ...but hey wait...i hav stopped dat but den diz is sumthin wich no1 wud no how i feel bout..LIKE NOONE....!

Besides things r not dat bad i mean da other things coz dey r pretty muj fallin in place...fer eg i hav my own cash fer now...helpin dad pay fer my coll...freak out wid frds...n den omgg my drivin classses r finally startin frm saturday...CONFIRMED.....i m happyyyy fer dattt.....

P.S - i miss alll ya guyz....its so sad i havent been in touch wid ne of u lately....hope to meet all ya soon....till den take care peepz n keep smilinnn.....
muahhzz.....

Bumblefuckhland Rocks

Heylooo peepz...ok long time since i blogged...hmm last 2 days dat is 20th n 21st of june dats tuesday n wednesday i waz in ajman stayin over at nauseen bajie's place....yayzzz...finally after all da cancellations n da badey log giri coz of my work i made it...wuhooo....

Tuesday i reached sumwer arnd 5ish nd 1st i waz jus checkin out nauseen's new house....its great...biggg n real nice interiors....well i really liked nauseen's room coz like she has da whole matchin kida in her....ya i m proud of u coz u maintained dat in ur room as well...:P did i make sense...n besides her room has da whole cozy effect....atleast on me..so yea...ok fer sumtime i waz checkin out all da picz taken durin asfara's weddin occassions...droolin over my picz basically...:P kiddin...n den i saw da same picz in da albumz also...lolzz...ok dem me, naus n her mom went to da tailor n den grocery shoppin to lulu ajman branch...like duhh....lolz...i must say da cabs in ajman r real cheappp goddd..newaz...me n naus picked lotsa junk frm der...yayzz....returned back n i cooked...yes NAUSEEN MADE ME DO WORK....whoree!!! but it waz great...i made my famous veg noodles n surprisingly nauseen's instincts regardin da chillies waz right...i thot dey werent spicy enuf n she thot dey were....dun bother u wont get it...:P but in da end my dish turned out great....i n nauseen r still livin sound n healthy....yea really....ok sorry astagfirulla i wont say dat...:p
Right in da night now nauseen wanted to watch page 3 n me bichari i m soo nice i alwayz lissen to her so we were watchin dat... i got bored n dozed offf 2wice...n she finally switched offf da movie..:D oh yea den we were playin cards but den we slept arnd 5ish in da mornin???i think...

Wednesday we woke up by 1 30 sumthin n her mom made da most amzin puri bhaji(aloo) n i had a great lunch....ok we were lazin arnd da whole afternoon n da evenin both askin each other wat do u wana do....or rather wat do we do...:P we did go down to da grocery to buy more of junkies fer our 2nd night n not to ferget da vanilla ice cream wid hershey's choco syrup n cornflakes on it...:D....so yea...after ages we had POPSICLES together...(did i spell dat right) omgg i fergot to mention thnx to nauseen's itunes...i finally updated my ipod n now i hav better songs in it...yayzzzz...fer dinner agn her mom had made my fav egg noodles wich i hogged like crazy...we were watchin lagaan as welll wich waz so kewl as usual.....ohh we even had jelly...*one cup hot water n one cup cold water,round n round u stir it*:P lolzz....well all da time me,badey log n our pjs cudnt stop makin us laugh our guts out....fer real...lol all it takes is a stupid smile n we can jus laugh over nudin at all....ok so badey log waz sleepy after lagaan n apparently we shudnt hav slept coz i waz supposed to leave by 7 30 in da mornin n i thot how wud i wake up...so nauseen says put alarm "I WILL WAKE U UP...no worries" n wat happns...da next mornin da alarm rings n nauseen turns her back n goes off to sleep widout botherin bout da alarm....well n i woke up on da alarm so yeaa...but its ok i still luvv uuu,muahhh....lolzzz...well i finally left n reached home by 8 30 n went to sleep agn....n yea nauseen's parents r like da most cutest ppl ever...!!!

P.S - my successful stayover courtesy my frd sameer....thnxx a lott dudee.....muahh...

great timeee,greattt posttt
i m outt ppl....cheers,hav fun n muahhh....

Courage

No mountain was ever a smooth climb,

No ocean was knee deep,

But those with an iron will

Never will they weep.

Fear dashes to the ground,

When hope opens its eyes.

One small brave step

Reaches to the skies.

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No i havent ritten dat..lolzz.i found dat as a framed sayin on my senior's desk today...so i jus thot it waz worth enuf to post...has a lot of meanin n yet is simple message...:)

Cheera peepz,muahhh....

For Da Nauseen Bajie

Heyyy....ok so da other day my cuzin waz at my place n she made me hear da most cutest thing ever....well as i heard it i got diz kewl idea(atleast i think its pretty kewl) to put it up on my blog fer da one n only "MY NAUSEEN BAJIE"

So diz post n audio is xclusively for nauseen who is n will b :P

• nauseen bajie
• ma slut
• my medicine fer blahness
• my inspirin dictionary
• my best frd
• my BADEY log
• ohh my 1stt gurl frd outta the 4 i hav...;)
• best thing dat happened to me...

LOLzz....I luvvvv u, muah....

ok i no dats only one person i keep doin a lot but den its fer a reason....(hey dun get ideas ok) lolz...

http://www.esnips.com/webfolder/ad56c4f8-6598-405c-b746-5fe71264e1e2

(now bout diz link...welll im tryin da audio bit fer da 1st time so i m not sure if its workin da way i think it willl...well as u click it i suppose it takes u to da sign up page n ders da audio den 'hunybuny' :P) enjoy.....

P.S - i hope u havent heard it already.....:P dat wud jus ruin it so well its not even funny....

I m out....muah....

Pathetic Is NOT The WORD!

Heyloo ppl out der...so i m back to bloggin my mishapz...lolz...jus kiddin but hey dat doesnt mean diz a happy one....oyiiii its a *grrrr* onee...hmm wer do i start frm....?

Ok so i waz like supposed to go to nauseen's house fer a stayover tonite...haw it got cancelled...well i got a call fer an event ysterday n it is a 2 days job....so today waz da 1st day....n i thot i cud go fer a nite but den nahh....we both thot its not worth it coz next day i wud hav to pick my ass fer work agn n leave by 6 30 itself.....hawww how can u think i wud leave nauseen bajie in peace so easily n sooo earlyyy!!!? lolz...nowazzz sweetyyyy....but den i luvvvvv uuuu,muah.....ya i no i do dat 24/7....well watever.... u think i care!!??....:P n besides dat i even tried gettin outta it by tryin to get jan in to sub fer me but dat faggot seemed to b too smart...so now me n jan both goin der tomm to work....welll atleast i take dat as da bright side of da story....*hmmm*

Well but den work waz pretty fine...i mean dat ass didnt leave me free at all....i did hav sumthin or da other to handle....sooo yeaa but it waznt badd...n best is i m gettin gud admin experience outta dizz....right!?!

Alright now bout da title...it started wen i left da office say bout 5 35...ok like u no trade centre area roads r da too fast n da too furious kinds...(suck at exaggeration:P) so i waz tryin to grab a cab but lo! not even one freakin car wud stop....wtf man....! ok so i kept walkin n reached da bus stop....thot wichever wud work out 1st....so i m waitin der fer like half an hour n not a single cab stopped...nd even da freggin buses were all wich i cudnt board....so finally i boarded diz "6" number bus....now starts my beautiful trip to home....my only 30 fils in da fone by mistakingly got used n my fone bcame useless. awww mee...:( nd da bus had no space sooo i hadd to stand till few females got down in karama...*phew* n durin da standin time da driver waznt really a helpin person coz his drivin sucked to da core....bloody loser....extreme acceleration and extreme brake....wtfff mannn...ok so like i finally did find a place to rest my very dear to me 'tusshie'(as jan calls it) but oyiii diz loser driver kept fillin in sooo many ppll in da bus..it luked like typical indian pathetic bus situation....to make matters xtremely HELPFUL....*ya rite* its summer n ppl tend to pass out amazin fragrance of lovely perfumee....different smells wid each armpit....*YAYZZZ*

Special mention to da female who waz standin right next to me n almost on my arm's support...her back nd yea my arm's still stinkin...lolz no i m jus kiddin...but i cudnt breathe man....sheesh n da female next to me whoz waz sittin actually sprayed perfume in her hands n waz sniffin it...i got momentary saviour help frm da gurl...Bless u lass.!!!

Basically it waz complete chaotic bus wid extreme poisonous gases out der....nd oh boy da cherry on da top of my burnt chocolate cake(coz of da fragrances;)) is dat i waz only 1 hour n 55 minutes in da bus....nd dat blessing waz only courtesy dubai's fucking traffic....hmpfffff....

P.S - i conclude wid a word of advise to all my dear blog readers dat...wenever u usin public transport make sure u carry perfume wid u....n only travel if u hav abundant of time in ur life...not to fergot tons of patience....(Yo) n yea an ipod or sum sorta entertainment wud b helpful as my ipod saved me today....

well i m outta here offf to sleep....muahh.....

Proud Nd Happy Dude

Heyloo peepz...yet again i hav sumthin to blog today..welll after ages...its sumthin gud n sumthin happyy....

Ok so we had annual prize day in our skool today...well my dearest lil brother*grr* waz a volunteer fer da function n nicely missed da bus....jerk!!! da driver dude had to drop him all da way to skool...nd suddenly had to take da car to da mechanic coz der waz sum fault wid da car...*duhhh*such a total blunder...me n my mom who were ready since 5 pm got da car only by 6 15 n reached skool only by 6 30...yahaa we missed da whole show xcept da fact dat i made it jus in time before my name waz announced on stage fer cumin in second in cbse boards frm gurls side....wuhhhooooo me n my mom were called on stage....proud moment.....well der on stage da principal gives me another surpirse dat i won da leadership trophy fer da year....well yea i shared da award wid my pal rashid n both of us were da sports captains of da prev year......*applause* ok so its like i got 2 trophies and a rollin trophy but dats jus fer a few days hav to return it man....nd yea 2 certificates....and meetin da teachers,da congrats, meetin old frds, noticin da other parents lukin at u wid all aweee is like yo man....well da day waz reallly nice....all totally happy and proud after ages......

http://i38.photobucket.com/albums/e149/misscool_88/prize%20day/31052006001.jpg
(ok so da big one is da rollin trophy to b returned....rest 2 r mine...smaller one fer 2nd topper and bigger dan dat fer leadership)

Besides der were manisha and jyoti who got prizes as welll nd monisa waz der to attend da function wid her bro...moreover der were more ppl frm guyz side viz,mohit,rashid,anil,faraz,jimmy,radon,2 other dudes of whom i dunno da name:P jatin n yeaa...i guess listed almost all of dem....congratzzzz to all ya peepz fer winnin n congratz to me too...:P hey y not man.........??!!!

http://i38.photobucket.com/albums/e149/misscool_88/prize%20day/31052006007.jpg
(wat mannn da trophy waz heavyyy okkk.....lolz...)

http://i38.photobucket.com/albums/e149/misscool_88/prize%20day/Image000.jpg

(my chotu oneee....its cute noo...lolzzz...)

Da grand finale.........
An unxpected fone call made me completely happy nd i feel after ages i m smilin fer reall...n wen i say dat i dun think ders ne xaggeration in dat.....so da finale jus added to all da great things today n i m half on top of da world rite now, the other half bein tomorrow.....waitinnn.....so dudes,fellaz,sweethearts of mine smileee....lolz...i m high....*teehee* i m outttt fer now...muahhh....

P.S - i fergot to mention.....i thot nudin cud shake me today but a tiny lil thing did...(yea yea she cant post a completely satisfied or happy one yea...has to whiine bout sumtin.....ufff....) but den i really thot nudin cud make me all disappointed....but it did....i m sure its no biggie but even if its a small thing....y is it der...it surely can't b fer no reason...so da 'I dunt noe' aint accepted dude....okies fine fine i will stop complainin....hav fun fellaz n keep chillin....

Cheers,muahhh.....

It Makes No Sense???

Well i rote diz yesterday coz i waz feelin pathetic...but den all kewl agn...i spilt it all...well i hav a secret magic wich alwayz works fer me n i absolutely luv itt....muahhh......

Its 2:43 in the morning,
she's tired of watchin people,
all fast,busy and frowning...

Yea she just got done with her 'tang',
it waz so stupid,exggerative n worthless,
it makes her head go like major 'bang...

Recently she turned out ace after ages,
after all the dull,beaten n fradulent times,
she added to her book of life a few happy pages...

She thought one blissful moment n she'll be fine,
her verve would be same like before,
nomore she would really have to whine...

She even promised to be the non-whining soul,
to herself,her sweetheart and herself again,
damn she can't seem to get out of blahness hole...

And the bitch can't seem to get a freaking life,
she knows,comprehends n has to let go of it,
but damn,the past gores her like a pricky knife...

Breathe in Breathe out..calm down you freak,
shes had that alot from a few trusting mates,
but yet shes feels that everything is BLEAK...

Every little fact takes her away in another globe,
her secluded thoughts of past doing salsa in head,
makes her a person wearing a satanic robe...

Y dude...yyy???

Sometimes its complete psychosis....
Sometimes its complete phobia....
Sometimes its complete iniquity....

She has her new chapter waiting set ahead,almost,
all seems to be falling in place,going her way,
yet of the time shes not really making the most...

Do you call that insanity or do u call that INSANITY?

She asks the question,
finds the answer...
changes the question,
seeks the answer...
leaves the question...?

Finally concludes that it makes no sense,
go to sleep u bitch she decides hence...

Tang Trauma

Heylooo....lots to rite bout...hmm gus stuff n bad stuff wat do i start wid firstttt?let me see....

ok here goes..since da gud stuff happend 1st i will start wid it...on 24th may dats a wednesday me,sana,monisa,macky,jyoti,manisha n sarah had gone to skool...well dey were announcin names in da assembly n we wud b called on stage n i wud never miss dat oppurtunity...it felt proud n great....ok after dat we left fer sheesha to karama...omgg da wlk till da road sucked coz it waz terribly warm but we found a cab n went to house of sheesha....omgg it waz great...talks,pictures(in sarah's cam),pjs,coolness plus....hmmm..after sheesha me,jyoti,sana n sarah went to sana's place to drop her off...spent sum time der....it waz guddd...after dat da remainin three we went fer lunch to lamcy...we walked frm new sind punjab...yea i no 'g' ppl...well we had diz nachos salad i suppose(chicken),chilly cheese toast n i fergot my own dish's name frm mex chicken....yummmyy..it waz totally awesummm....well frm der we separated....

now starts da bad news....

i got a call frm my frd n he came to pick me up frm lamcy to go fer sum briefin fer sum promotion....my outlet waz in shj...i waz surely outta my cotton pickin mind to agree fer da promotion but seriously none of us thot it wud turn out so deadly...we had to wear diz crappy cowboy hat wich waz da pitsss...n da poor guys had to carry diz bag pack wich waz pretty heavy n hugee....well it had a nozzle thru wich we filled glasses wid 'tang' ...yup dat waz my product...

"sir/mam wud u like to try new tang mango" *god gimme a break...*

few fine comments dat we get on out apparel.....

• i m sorry to say u guys luk pretty funny...(reallyyy...we thot we cud win da universe pagent)
• omg u guys look like pest controllers....wid da t nozzle.(really...n da 1st bug we wud kill wud b uuu....*attacks wid tang spray*
• hey wer r ur horses??? ( fuck u dude...dey r gettin practiced to kick ur ass so bad dat u cant sit fer da rest of ur life...shooo.)

well seriously it waz stupid....i mean da promotion wud hav bin finee but only if dey wudnt use dat stupid mechanism to pour out da tang n let us sample widout da omggg sexeh hats...now we hav issues wid da payment also...dey r payin us less..well long stury behind dat...dun bother...jus a warn to all ya peeps...neone plannin to work wid da agency artaaj...repeat "ARTAAJ" make sure u get all da details right bout payment n wat xactly wud dey b askin u to do....newayzz i m glad i got it fer only three days...never again...

i m out....laterz,muahhh....

Future Revealed

Heyaa peepz....today is the 23rd of MAY,2006 ....

Roll No: 6204591
Name: MEENAL BHARATH KUMAR
Mother's Name: ANUSUYA BHARATH KUMAR
Father's Name: BHARATH KUMAR LALCHAND BHATIA

SUB CODE SUB NAME MARKS GRADE
301 ENGLISH CORE 078 A2
030 ECONOMICS 075 A2
048 PHYSICAL EDUCATION 083 A2
054 BUSINESS STUDIES 084 A2
055 ACCOUNTANCY 083 A2
500 WORK EXPERIENCE --- A1
502 PHY & HEALTH EDUCA --- A1
503 GENERAL STUDIES --- A1
Result: PASS
(p.s - i had ritten it xactly da way on da site but diz thing chnged on its own:S:S)
(for perfect format check www.cbseresults.nic.in roll no. 6204591:P)

ok i cant say i m really all wuhooo about my resultz coz i wanted to top n i ended up 2nd in class...highest bein manish gettin 84%...and as far overall is concerned i m third...shittt....one dude jason scored 83.4....well but den u shud b happy wid wat u get rite??? n i m lukin at da bright side of the whole bit n dat is...i hav got my marks accordin to my efforts...so i guess i managed to put in 80.6% worth efforts huh!!!...no worries...

On other news....my sweety finally called me today....n believe me i felt better by jus hearin u jan....swear..!missssssss uuuuuuu soooooooo mujjjjjjjjj.....:(

And omgg did i mention bout da amazin time i had on last thursday...dats da 18th of may...met da nauseeenn bajie nd went fer monisa's treat on da jumeirah prvt beach...

did i miss out on nethin???
hmm...alls well dat ends well i guess....:S!!!?
laterz,muahhh....

Chutzpah...

She waited for what seemed like eternity,
all she found were tears and failures,
all the consoling seemed to be false pity.

Whenever she passed sumone a smile,
a painful backstab she got meanwhile.

whatever she wanted to have in life mainly,
deceitful snatch,untimely fate was superior insanely.

wherever she felt the need of a helping hand,
there existed selfish people on sophisticated land.

She waited for what seemed like eternity,
all she found were tears and failures,
all the consoling seemed to be false pity.

She thought there waz a feeble hope,
but that didnt seem to have any scope.

She called for one final moment,
but alas!her intellect them bcame dormant.

Dead mind but yet the thoughts were inevitable?
she waz fearful with a body so unstable.

Nomore words and she jumped off the balcony,
all subjugated and thrashed by the irony.

No sound,no feel except a pulsating heart,
she moaned and smiled to the sin on her part.

Finally her body striked the cold stiff ground,
an instant pain shot up in and all around.

But total black-out after the nippy distress,
a sign of relief on desertion from further stress.

But what????wait....

her lifeless soul was dangling nowhere,
neither the dreadful hell nor the heaven air.

Her intricacies she thought would be tamed,
but her sin of self-kill was to be blamed.

Now her complications were all bid bye-byes,
but yet the PEACE wasn't found likewise.

She waited for what seemed like eternity,
all she found were tears and failures,
all the consoling seemed to be false pity.

well for her it just couldnt be right,
and she was vanquished even after the dying fight.

YA RITE!!! WAIT A MINUTE...!!!

She woke up and was glad to realise that she was dreaming,
but damn!! she got laryngitis from all that screaming...!!!

Richer Gurl

Heyloo my lovely blog readers...ok i waz tryin to grab attention....like shit i dun hav nethin to blog dese days...newaz today like i got one day's work fer an event...a delegation came frm india n i had to manage da registration desk n make da badeges fer dem...i no man borin job but den who cares i got a hundred bucks fer kiddie work...*dances*:D n besides i waznt like workin all da hours...half of da time i waz bizi lissenin to my NANO....*teehee*

Haha ppl think i m sucha total money freakkk...(ahemmm...)specially my aunt...n like today after ages i waz holdin my own money in my hand...yehaaa dude i already got da payment as i left fer home....*salsaaa* diz timee :D :D

Besides da all happie happie stuff...my freggin drivin classes r delayed as ma dad is my sponser n i need his sign n hes outta town....well hav to wait fer a week or so....*huga buga*:P n yeaa today da standin screwed my feet to da core...coz i had to wear freggin heels..(i think its spelt dat way???) never mind...so yea n i m so fuckin close to pmsin but so not pmsin still...its aahhh...damn i dun usually speak bout stuff like dat but i m in da "nahaa...i donttt careee" phase so yea...
But den it waz a gud occupyin thin frm recent issues like feelin utterly wasted n other crap...aaah ferget it....

Short n sweet update on my life n one more post fer my dearest bloggie..mwahh....
No SHUT UP!!! i haven't lost it still....
Tadaaa....muahhh...!!!

Freaking Out At Sana's Place

Heyya fellaz..so here i am ritin my 51st post rite now...:) godd it surely reached 50th fast eh!!? newayz...

I went to sana's house today...well we basically planned to meet at her place to fuck arnd,cook arnd,n hav lotsa fun...hmm...i didnt no even monisa waz supposed to b cumin n found out after i reached der...well da more da better...so fer once i actually made it 4 minutes b4 time...:P n den we were foolin arnd till monisa came in arnd 6 35...

Well we had jus started to bake a cake wen monisa came n hehe its like sana waz makin da dough(or watever we call it) i waz on her left n monisa on her right....puttin da oil n water fer her...b4 dat i even cracked 2 eggs fer da mixture n both times da outer shell fell in it...but it waz a big piece ok so we threw it out...lolz...on da side i even started wid my sexeh veg noodles...so i made monisa cut da tomatoes, i cut da capsicum...

ohh u guyz gotta check out wat da capsi luked like:P*wink*

i even grated da cheese...yummy..(i m supposed to b dietin:P) n sana waz bizi doin da cake...well we made diz double layered one so it had 2 layers of cocoa creamm...DOUBLE fats n DOUBLE delicious...!!! da smelll of da cake waz like amazinnn...man....poof..!

Ok so like both da cake n da noodles turned out amzingly well...
no taste issues n no other random issues wid da texture,size,style etc...n ohh boy did we hav a gala time hoggin together or wat....!!!! aaah...can i hav sum more...???The great gang of CHEFS...(frm left:sana,meenal and monisa)

Goofy meenal wid da cutest cat dude...awww....*angel face*:P

Besides we had quite few talks bout issues here n there after eatin...recallin all da beautifull n fun-filled past moments of skool.....damn...i miss those days...and also a few confessionz n serious discussions...in all da day waz really great....n all my xcersin dese few days has gone down da drain coz of so muj hoggin of da cake n da xtra cheesy noodles...:D but man were dey like awesome or wat...newayz...

P.S - i luvvvv yaaa guyzzz...muahhhh....

i m out fer now...laterz....

The Journey...

Heya fellaz...it seemz like suddenly everyone has disappeared frm da bloggin world...like hawww...newaz...so i m tryin to b inspiring in diz one fer da 1st time...lolz...i hope i don't freak u guyz out...thought bout it in da shower...well arnd few days back wen me sarah n dayaan had gone to exit...hmm...rote it dat day,postin it today...:P

She takes a deep breath and closes her eyes,
thinks absolutely clear and feels all wise.
slowly sinks into a journey of her dreamland,
all alone with no person and no helping hand.

She finds herself in front of a huge mountain,
the hot fierce wind and blaring sun on the lane.
she shudders with fear,she squints her eyes,
she suffers a feeling which is so not nice.
the mount ain't a relieving attribute as well,
the climb,the journey,the destination-a complete hell?

She starts with a slow and uncertain stride,
so starts the pursuit for success with her ride.
the path is ok but laid with little pebbles,
she is sweating but gets her feet to settle.
she advances while the pebbles now grow into stones,
her thoughts,her ways,her walk need to accord to the tone!

She learns and matures as the journey advances,
but now the rain pours and the cold wind dances.
she shivers and feels like a frozen block of ice,
again suffers a feeling which is so not nice.

Now she meets a bunch of other human mates,
frail,lifeless,overpowered by their fate.
gurl your wasting time!you will get nowhere!
the fate is supreme and it'll b hard to bear.
No,no,no...i will keep trying no matter how late,
i will not be the one to get thrashed by the fate.

She moves on but now with a question of doubt,
for now she sees gigantic boulders all about.
the rain n wind now accompanied with cruel lightening,
she bears a feel which is confusing and frightening.

Should she turn and go back?
the confidence had started to lack.
Should she forfeit before the absolute fate?
the dreams,desires,destiny would all agitate.

She takes a deep breath and closes her eyes again,
her slow,silent,sheer prayer then began.
"you cannot be so callous towards me,
my unfinished journey remains to b,
GOD, i totally trust in you,
trust in myself wich makes me do,
give me strenght so i can face,
so my journey turns out ace."

Bit by bit she opened her eyes,
finally had a feeling wich felt all nice.
the demonic weather had actually perished,
spring was now the weather which she cherished.
she had a smile and had reached her top,
assured that worthy efforts would never flop.

She came back in reality and luved the dreamland,
the same should be the efforts in the real land.
she smiles as the dreamland turned out fine,
all it is that i waz speaking she all this time.

P.S - i no its long...:P n den i m hopefully goin to sana's place tomm...gonna cook together and hav omg lotsa funn....

P.S agn - i dunno how i fergot to mention dat diz is my 50th post...so yayzzz....reached it pretty fast but den yayzz...lolz....

I m out fer now....muah...

Changing Plans

Heyaa fellas...b4 i start wid my life update here's a result frm one of my usual onl test...:)

What's Your Flavour?
http://uk.tickle.com/test/flavor/start.html (ihope dat link is da rite one)

Hmm, you taste of Peppermint!
Mmm ... peppermint! Crisp and refreshing, you're the flavour of refreshing chewing gum and elegant after-dinner mints. If you were a season, you'd be winter -- bracing and energising, but cosy, too. Your honesty and forthright personality make people feel like they've known you forever -- they can't help but be drawn to your sweet, fresh nature. Perhaps a little old-fashioned, and occasionally shy, you're generally happy and well liked. Traditional and invigorating, you're a truly tasty treat.

Well well well wat can i say i m da BEST!!! :D ok stop..lolz..

On other issues like recently my dad plannin to shift to india fer gud coz of business issues...but den it wont b soo soon so yea...lets hope it never happens...like seriously i cant even think of livin away frm my dubai frds n dubai itself...so yea...well so i waz like pretty pissed since few days...but den its like my dad goin to bombay fer a week to get stuff shifted to our new house wich i suppose is ready now..so yayzz fer da new house...n so today like he okied me applyin fer license finally...so i waz like wahoooww....phew....finally..so hopefully i will apply soon n start learnin soonn..well to all my still 17 kiddie frds...get jealous...n diee but den i luv yaaa ppl stilll,mwahhh...ok too muj xcitement not gud fer health...i will stop...not xcited like jus happy...coz i will hav to do sumthin finally..oh but den i m still jobless so yeaa!!!

P.S - thnxx 4 lissenin nauss, da spillin 2 u really helped me calm down...luv yaa...:D

Laterz peepz,muahhh....

Dinner At Moni's Place

Heyaa ppl...ok like seriously life has chnged so muj dat i hav absolutely nudin to post dese days...so finally one good day at monisa's house today...went to her place fer dinner...chole,chicken biryani,sum bhindi(lady finger)thingi n agn sumthin wid channa thingi...ohoo...dun xpect me to translate all...lolzz...well wat can i say bout her food...shes like omggg her food....amazinnn....got to hog after ages at her place...i missed those chole sooo muj...thnxxx monisa:) ...well besides da amazinn dinner lotsa things happend before that...like muntu n her kids were likeeee da cutest thingssss everrrrrr....hawww...n on other news me,sarah nd sana raped each other like major alongwith wild pillow fite...lolz...it waz all crazie n fun...music n dancin also...sarah wid her famous *my humps* dance...though she didnt complete it today...it waz fer sumtime...n jyoti wid her famous hip shakin n goin wild dances n sounds....oh btw she got raped too but by sana alone...lolzz...

Later on rashid also came n it waz like funny...his pjs n acts alwayz r like hilarious so yahaa...well our stupid plan to get dese ppl all xcited bout da thing dat i m doin a new guy also worked...lolz...jus a stupid lil joke...well da day waz like awesum...after da whole thin i met diz new frd of mine rohan(da guy i asked bout da other day dayaan) also...

Besides da happy happy things der r pretty many issues hangin arnd...like literally dey kinda obssessively luvv me or sumthin coz one solves n another pops up like how a jack in da box does...so quickly n so fuckin spontaneously...but den like i m so bored of whinin to ppl n makin deir lives miserable as well so i m learnin to keep calm n get a fuckin life...not dat i dunno how to do it lolz not learnin actually, PRACTICING...so hmmm...laterz ppl...hav fun,muah...

Its Still The Same...

I can sense i am feeling high,
ah,thats so much better than being low,
just look at me,i am so very cool yo.

I can hear music probing in my ears,
ah,thats so much better than the lame politcs,
just look at me,i m so very battered by those pricks.

I can see my cell phone sitting silently,
ah,thats so much better than constant talks,
just look at me,i am so very calm as they bear no fruit in walks.

I can think my way to nothing at all,
ah,thats so much better than the loner thought,
just look at me,i am so very bored to sort.

I can sense...
I can hear...
I can see...
I can think...!!!?

Ok STOP...

Sense again...Hear again...See again...Think again...!!!?

Its Still The Same...:S

LOLZ...what is still the same...?
Well, i don't know...

But...!
Its Still The Same...:S:S:S...