Almost 1 and half years later...

Reporting from Mumbai. I came for a day, to pick up my mp3 last year if that counts as a trip :P

It's known for shopping and this time I finally found out why.. Gosh! I went mad shopping yeah! Lot of stuff.. Cheap stuff!! Ok but I don't know how long will they last. An old source says, they last.

The pani puri was so yum that I got a headache and so was the vada pav.. aaahhh heaven became :D

Another fun thing is the trains. Specially after 4 p.m. It is annoying and that comical also. At times, even when there is no rush, females push you to get in... That's classic.. :)

Today, I went for shisha. The flavour tasted good and I puked as soon as I came out of the cafe. I missed Dubai shisha cafes at that time. Even now my head has a headache.

It's 4 more days for new years and I am trying not to think about it.

Trickling Only

*Ponders over what to write*

I went Christmas shopping with two of my housemates a little while ago, or at least that is what I thought.

They are still out and I came back a little more than an hour ago.

My Christmas spirit suffered today.

I realized, I, no longer like other human beings, have 24 hours in a day. More like 12-14 hours per day. The rest are what I call them, 'crippled hours.'

I can see the degradation in the quality and the quantity is happening.

Oh did I tell you, I quit smoking. It has been approximately, 19-20 days. There are instances when I crave for one, just one, but not strong enough.

I bought a new wallet today... Joy!

I am watching a movie tomorrow first thing in the morning = CHEESE POPCORN... Super Joy!!

I realized I am extremely logical. Every post of mine follows a logic. Some how I can't seem to get rid of it.

P.S. My first post without a title. It's a change and it's bothering me.

Inspired Soul

I thought I could borrow some inspiration.. Thanks to the space I just read.. Not for the content, but for posting. In case I didn't make sense, I apologize, it's 12 30 in the morning.

We recently had a presentation on proper English usage. Gosh! I have completely forgotten my basics to a point where the class really bothered me.

I was trying to wonder whose at fault. Read the following dialogue.

Person A: I want to go clubbing today and you?

Person B: I'm going with my friend to Fusion Lounge. Join us.

Person A: I don't like the crowd there. You guys go ahead.

(Sometime later)

Person B: Hey my plan with friend is scrapped. Let's go clubbing. By the way, I chugged three glasses of wine and it's kind of hitting me. And, I have a headache, so I am going to sleep wake me up later.

Person A: Ok fine.

(A calls to wake up B)

(B still has a headache and asks to be given ten more minutes. After ten minutes B informs that B can't go clubbing because B is feeling very sleepy. A puts the phone down on B's face)

Person C messages: So are you guys going?

Person B messages: I want to go clubbing with Person A except I have a bad headache and I am quite sleepy. A put the phone down on my face. Whatever, I guess not.

Complications:

• Person B had chugged wine and since B didn't have a very good drinking capacity got a little more high than assumed.
• Person A was out shopping and because B told A that they will go clubbing, A hurried shopping and reached home quickly.
• Person B didn't know about the shopping bit.
• Person A does not drink.
  

Goodnight

Update Time

Yeaha.. Cuckud was procrastinating...

Last weekend I was at Vishakhapatnam.. It was Divya's (classmate) brother's wedding.. I pretty much died with fright that what if repeat what if there were things that I do not quite appreciate.. But it was the most fun thing ever.. (check facebook for pictures and videos) We just went mad during the train journey, dancing and eating yummy food..

Yesterday we had class with Mr. Das.. It was a solid six hours session.. The idea of having class on a saturday morning was not fun but few lines I got to hear about me first thing in the morning were totally fun and hence I totally didn't mind the class.. Even otherwise actually I think, I would survived farely well..

On other news, I have been having a lot fun with my friends.. A lot!! except yesterday evening clubbing turned out a little boring.. It was my idea to go to this club called 'Kosmo' because otherwise its usually 'Taika' that we go to.. What I liked was that my friends came and tolerated a boring saturday party.. What I didn't like were the post party reactions.. Lets not get into explanations now..

One last thing, it has been a long time.. (3 years by next april or june) I have a friend from high school.. Currently, a very good friend of mine.. :)

Fun Weekend

I just broke a toe nail... the longest one.. it seemed like almost half of it was gone so I was hoping for a painful and gory pulling off with some red of that nail except nothing happened.. it came off peacefully!

Saturday: Clubbing at Taika.. too crowded.. too many random intruders.. not fun and disaster

Sunday: Clubbing at Taika.. not too crowded.. met a friend whose leaving on thursday to Saudi.. emm new friend.. emm random friend.. lot of fun and fun... :)

Current time (8:10 p.m.): assignment time.. facebook dominates.. hunger dominates.. laziness is the king of domination..

Oh results came out day before if I remember correctly.. I was stuck at the very same place.. got 68% again.. people think its too good considering the amount of papers I had and my HOD is in love with me.. she thought I was spectacular..

I cried and bellowed for an hour and I loved to hear good things about me.. I have one more semester and more papers than previous semester to go about..

I know I am not perfectly at ease but I think I am happy!

Goodnight!

Nai - Nai Became

Hey nai - nai just means a shower.. (In my case, a bath :P)
With gifts.. :D

I got a yellow t-shirt and a yellow belt courtesy Sneha and Vanessa respectively.. :D

Today has been peaceful... but I can't seem to say Thank God.. I do feel bad about it..

Maybe I should read more books..

I just got news about my best friends at a different cross..eeeps.. Did I speak too soon?

Tomorrow there's a 'bandh' means chuti chuti chuti from college.. Wait its not confirmed.. Have to wait till the morning..

Publicity

I looked all around... Yeah I was surrounded by it. Definitely, I was the first one to find out but now there are more and more people who know about it. Most of them say the same thing and I convince them back in the same manner.. They are not really convinced but that's a different thing.. We usually leave it to let it be for now..

I am back to my dearest goats, noisy little kids, random guys who find only our flat below which they want to stand and try some stuff with their bike (basically make noise...) and my unexpected best friends.. Yes, I started already :P

Was sort of missing college and some friends here and cannot wait for the results.. Come out already, will you..

As I already wrote to a friend.. My trip felt like the blink of an eye but nevertheless it was obviously a lot of fun..

Talk about updating even when you have absolutely nothing to say...

*Gone to get a life*

I Can Finally Count :)

Yeah so today after a week of running around, they finally told us that we cannot write the additional english supplementary paper.. They are busy people and they cannot reset and reschedule an entire paper just for the three of us despite the fact that it was the english and the examination department's fault.. Ok stop! this after ages and after recurring blah posts, is meant to be a happy one...

Like I said the good thing out of the whole shit with additional english paper is that I can finally count days.. 18th morning dude.. Inshallah.. Cuckud isa in the emirates flight to Dubai... :D

So thats not the reason why I came to blog.. I mean yes that is a big deal but something really small and sweet touched me today... So you know I am the senstive and the emotional types and all.. No, really, I haven't been the lucky kind to have really sweet people around me but today I just got a dose from a few of them... 4 to be precise... :)

I don't know... For so many people that I have met do not seem to register or feel an imapct by an everyday trivial matter which involves the goodness on someone else's part. Or, maybe, they do not make a prominent acknowledgment.. For me, it's different and I simply love it when I am subjected to such an event in life.. I have to mention it, at least here..

Hence, I write, because I owe you a thanks today! Sacchi and Meaning Wala!

Happy Dusshera!

You thought Ganesh Chaturthi was bad? Guess what today is 'Happy Dusshera!!!'

The trauma I felt today is something that I had never experienced in a while..

The tornado of tears, the breathlessness like a candle flickering before its about to die out, the shivering like a mobile phone vibrating, and the abuses and the curses which could challenge the Satan..

If I only knew about how Dusshera is going to be, I wouldn't have fought with Ganesh dude...

Tomorrow I have abnormal psychology.. I had only one more chapter before I would be done and only revision would have been left.. But yeah they chased me off...

I can recall that image, the image of celebration... Some blurred lights and the king of lights in the centre.. There was quite a bit of red and a lot of blurred white.. The sounds I had drained out using my mp3 but I could still hear a little like they were many a doors (shut) away and were opening that one door at that time in slow motion.. The rest of the doors they would have opened by now but I escaped in a vehicle named auto rickshaw which fleeced me off by 6 rupees..

I can feel a headache coming... No it can't come because I still have studying to do! Right!

Happy Dusshera... I am happy for Lord Ram who defeated Ravana and returned to Ayodhya today, some zillions of years ago..

As I Thought

Friends... Do they even exist?
The smallest portion I can think of... Maybe..?
So that is also a doubt..

I am telling you, it's just you at the end of the day..
And from the beginning till you reach the end,
you maybe lucky that things happen your way
or you are the compromising fool,
or the dominant personality!

Mutuality never lasts forever..
Not even for the small portion..
In that case, mirror will be my best friend forever..

But man is a 'social' animal..
So the rest are ice cubes that
you form and have till they melt away
and then it's the end of the day..

Shit

I just found out today that I didn't know where Oxford and Howard universities are... At that time it was a big shock for the people around me and I realized that I was quite embarrassed.. well ok so I never thought about it! whatever! talk about escapism... :P tsk tsk!!

So i learnt two new words today... queasy - feeling sick and gunk - any sticky or greasy residue or accumulation... wait i did not learn them.. I was merely notified about their existence...

Have started playing basketball again with a classmate (Sneha).. feels great to be playing again... except waking up early is such a drag... well its always been... but who cares...

Hey film got over... practicals went very well...it finally came to be called "Vigilante".. its ironic but as much as I hated the stress while we were busy with film, I totally miss it now.. there are still a few changes to be made and we are hopefully entering it into lot of festivals... lets see..

As of now, I can't wait to finish my exams and fly off to Dubai...shit and I feel the need of a countdown... 18 days more... :)

*Off to wash her plate*

Today Was MY DAY

And the trauma continues... I always keep saying "I know I am jinxed."

Today the jinx proved itself.. actually starting yesterday..

Ganesh dude seems to have gone home some 5 days back.. but the torture doesn't seem to cease..

19th September, 2008 -Indranagar - Anup's place - Editing - Boom!

20th September, 2008 - Indranagar - The Village - Vanny's treat - Boom!

20th September, 2008 - Vasant Nagar - Home - Ran from Vanny's treat - Boom!
(Note - I confirmed the situation in Vasant Nagar before i left.. It was just nice enough to start 10 minutes after i reach home)

20th September, 2008 - M. G. Road - On the way to Taika - Before clubbing - Single Boom!

20th September, 2008 - Vasant Nagar - Home - Returning from clubbing - Boom!
(Note - I confirmed the situation again.. And yet again it was nice enough to start 5 minutes after i reach home)

I wonder what turning deaf feels like.. I wonder what dying of a heart attack feels like :P I wonder how the whole therapy business works?

Exams are coming soon... If this is the way it goes, then possible distinction bye-bye for one more semester..

And right now, Cuckud turns her back to the world..! Goodnight!

My Letter To 'You'

If you exist, you jolly well read this!

You do need to realize that I am not a fucking weila loser. I am neither going to sit in this bloody room every evening till about 1 a.m. in the morning in the constant fear of something happening or blasting my poor ears with music for hours at a stretch and turning myself deaf..Nor can I keep blasting my ears every time I enter and exit Vasant Nagar or my house in Vasant Nagar.

It was not my brilliant choice of shifting here in this shit hole home country of mine for education. Also, right now when I think, I have enough issues to take care of related to college and other small random ones. I CLEARLY DO NOT need the brownie of you know what!

I cannot live in this constant fearful life ok! Do u even know the 'L' of living in a life of this kind? Do you know what it feels like? Do you how the ego hurts when you have soo much of it and don't know where to shove it at times like these? How many of us do you think like blocked noses and swollen eyes? A day of torture... Another...Another...and Another....Who the hell do you think I am to go on and on and on and hear the freaky losers of my area at it and get freaked out..

Face it!! Excuse me??? who the fuck are you to tell me to face it and why should I when I wasn't the one who built it in me... Why should I compromise everyday on random things and other celebrations and whatever because of some non living thing that break dances in the sky or does the snake dance on the floor...And while its at it, it screams out "Look at me..Look at me...I am so cool" Fuck you!!!!
________________________________________________

So be wise and keep on reading the signs of my body..... Shakira... right now the beats from the song and the beats outside seem to mix and.... no fighting...no fighting... (music continues)

Quiz tomorrow...you think you are going to be nice enough and let me study? because I am not the kind who can study with music in my ears.. As I see it, morning is my only best friend right now..

Once again, with lots of love (that's combining all that I have given out so far to everyone possible and whatever I have at this point of time) FUCK YOU!

Ganesh Dude Does The Salsa

Yuppp...you won't believe how traumatized i have been since the last week.. yeah man... in the name of ganeshji, all the freaky losers of our beloved country are making my life a prettyness hell! ok ok i am talking about Bangalore. I have shifted to Vasant Nagar and as much as i like the fact that i am here, i totally hate it at the same time :(

Film progess is going great. Can't wait to see it. Shooting was damn tiring but that much of fun. 12 hours of super cool efforts :)

Sneha's birthday treat was damn nice. Food was heaven. Her mum is adorale. lol. She and sana were damn understanding about the bitch of my life, so happy came.

Appetite is gone for a toss. All i think about is sleeping. And now i am just blabbering so i will just stop. I wanted to whine about Ganesh Dude festival and consequences on my life so aaah!!

Goodnight!

Gets Better Everyday

I still think its damn funny because while i do other random things, i have millions of thoughts running through the head.. i filter them while they come and sort of collect a few which i think are worthy enough to put it here.. but as soon as i see the pretty blank space where you can write a new post, whooosh!!!

Today, a weird thing knocked in the head...while heading back home from sigma mall, while i was in the auto, i told the rick guy to take a u-turn at this one point.. and i continued to give him an explanation as to why i 'told' him to take a u-turn but in my head..(the reason i gave him an explanation is because one of the previous times when i was headed back and kept directing the auto guy, hes like madam i know the way..) and while i was talking to the former rick guy in the head, for a second, i couldn't differentiate the fact that i told him to take a u-turn or spoke that also in my head!

www.dictionary.com has become my new best friend...sometimes i look up things that i do know that i know...

There is a certain amount of depersonalization...i do not get excited for the most things that i think i would get excited for...

Hey i have another best friend...My Ego...the freak is damn persistent..won't budge only...we have tiffs, lot of them, but because the situation calls for it and as soon as its over, it will come running back and hug my thoughts so tightly that i feel guilty that i disappointed my ego...

I now, get scared of people who talk around me..what if the next word or sentence they are going to say is something that i don't understand or know..i am damn conscious of spellings, vocabulary and the best - pronunciations..

The last weekend was a long one because of independence day.. did absolutely nothing fruitful of course, felt useless and bored but one phone call totally random made my day..

Sometimes i blame my family background, sometimes Dubai, sometimes i think its just an articulation problem and other times i am not sure what i thought which came and went and i didn't even realize..

Its irritating.. i do things and can almost imagine the consequences..most of the times, the expected happens...other times its different... i still do those things..like if it has come, it has to be done.. yayi!! i am back rhyming for a bit...

Its damn funny..right now i know what i am thinking but it doesn't bloody flow out of the brain area and reach the fingers so that they can type.. but they still type assuming this is what it is...

Repeat..Repetitions..Repeat...Repetitions... and the usual, i see Meenal standing over my head and just smiling..

Ssshhh...Calm!

Neutrality.
Stress.
Isolation.
Ego.
Thoughts.
Naivety.
Hut.
Relations.
Uncertainity.

Open your palms child :)

I Didn't Know This Would Happen

Hey bloggie!

Well i never xpected myself to abandon the blogsphere fer almost 3 mnths.. i dunno...either i lost the drift of reportin every random thing or my life has been uneventful from the last post orrr hey wait i didnt hav internet access here until recently...watever...moving on...

The semester opened with a lot of hopes coz we r makin a film diz year....u no how i hate misleaders coz dats a form of lying and dats xactly wht happened....my colg....freakss...wait i think i wud call dem FREAKS!!! yeah much better... sooo all the papers wich we thought we had xemption frm hav to b ritten diz sem and the next sem...wich means we hav 10 papers to rite this n next sem...look the problem is not freakin out bout passing u no...i m sorry but i m quitee smart... the problem is givin us hopes wid sayin we r xempted and den bang!!

Well i seem to b gettin better wid every sem....no actually i have screwed my tests i feel but i got an A++ fer a review of Pather Panchali.. (a bengali movie we watched recently) mine was the best in class :)

Right now life's pretty much bout psychology and literature wich is quite sad...however, abnormal psychology keeps gettin better wid every class...i cant believe how much i can relate to every disorder we r being taught....lol yeah i no its not a gud thing...but at the same time its fun...in the sense to let ur imagination run wild...

As pointed out by a frd, a little wile ago, i m suddenly conscious of how big my paunch is....so i m gonna start dieting...i duno wht kind and how long it will last but i wana surprise a few ppl...and frm next post onwards, i will rite in proper english...

Ta

Once Upon A Time

She choked the baby for a few seconds

the baby started crying

She caressed the baby.."how can i do this to you?"

The baby stoped crying

*Repeat process*

*Memory*
*Reality of a time or an Overactive Imagination*

As Usual

I m back to saying 'am i jinxed or am i jinxed?!!! damnit....

For starters, i hav a baddd cold wich entered my nose today mornin....oh n i m not attacked by one but 2 'Cs' one is cold n other one is chums... yayiii!!! The sound of 2 Cs reminded me of psychology..nevermind...

Next, why do u think i m not surprised dat outta all my friends i m the only one whoz not got an internship yet...a frd asked if i wana do pr but hell i m not sure man...n i dun hav time or choice to think u no...ders another fer online advertising but ders no guarantee dat i can get that...n the best is i don't get advice frm anyone...not a decision but how bout a suggestion u no...dats not too much to ask fer...

Lastly, to irritate, no matter how hard i try to post sumthin worthwile to read, i end up putting whine posts or rather dese days dey r not xactly whining but informative problem posts...omgg i m too much..i think my cold has gotten to me...

Goodnite... i think dats best right now...

Parking Stealer

So i am back since the 20th mornin..yea 2 days...n today i went to play bball wid my gang....cant tell u how kewl it felt...really now...but newaz wen i got back, as usuall the parkin was sucha prick below ma house...today cuckud fought wid a man in parkin...

Ok i was in the 1st lane fer parking. i was driving slowly wen i saw a car cumin out behind...so i check if the car wich was a lil away frm the former car was plannin to park n it totally didnt seem like it...well he had his headlights off and he didnt indicate anddd he made no attempt to move closer to the car coming out...hence, i reversed ma car to park, gave indication and waited...as soon as the merc got out, this freak had the audacity to conviniently ignore my indication, my non - stop blarin of horn (courtesy wich crowd of some 3-4 collected) at him and parks in 'suppose to be my parkin'

Since he didnt lisn i got down frm my car n went to giv him a piece of my mind...

Meenal: dunt u hav no sense...how can u jus get in there n park...didnt u see ma car waitin der? i was indicating and i was honkin fer so long....u didnt even seem to hear dat n how can u jus park like diz?

Parking Stealer: Wht i was waiting behind since a long time..i saw the parkin gettin empty so i came and parked ma car...

Meenal: Excuze me! u did not indicate n i reversed first n indicated..so i shud b goin in there..u cannot jus conviniently drive in there and park..

Parking Stealer: But i was waitin fer a long time n i came so now wht u want me to do... (starts to roll up the window)

Meenal: (a slight pause..completely taken aback by his manner) (voice raised) u hav absolutely no respect fer women...this is shit...(walks but looks back n screams freak at him)

(Man startin to get out to go...crowd starin at the tiny 5 feet gurl and murmuring...meenal goes back to car to leave...hears police whistle...looks around...doesnt see ne1 but police dude cums to her window askin wht happnd...meenal repeats the incident...one person frm crown backs up her story..police dude asks parking stealer to back out the car..parking stealer does so without any complaint or even a word..meenal parks...comes out n from crowd guy who backed up and another guy were conversing bout the incident)

Another Guy: Woh aadmi kab se khada tha...actually ussi ka parking tha...woh pehele se khada tha..

(meenal gives previous guy a look)

Crowd Guy: (turns to meenal) u r lucky u got parking coz otherwise it is very difficult over here...

(meenal feels like laughin coz she drives and parks der almost everyday...

Meenal: its not bout luck or nethin...dat guy didnt show indication, didnt even cum forward or nethin...i checked dat frm my mirror and den only i backed up fer parking and indicated...after dat he cannot jus cum der n park...his name aint ritten der or sumthin...its bout that..

Crowd Guy: yeah dats why i favoured u wen the policeman asked no...

Meenal: yeah i no....(shrugs n starts to walk)

End

P.S. Happy 150th post to ma bloggie...

Ting Tong

Once in a while i jus tend to have dese weird days n thoughts fer np apparent reason...yeah since ysterday i m havin one of those days agn... :P haha dat cracked me upp....!

Welll i read a few thingis, i remembered a few thingis and......

I wish u were a 'little' like wht u were before...

I wish i cud undo the horrible things i did frm my part to u....

I wish i had learnt my person lesson earlier in life....

However, i still, no matter wht, as usual, am proud of myself....da greatly proud is yet to cum but i do luv meself despite all the shit...

P.S - the 'U's in the 1st two wish statements are 2 different ppl...

Randomness...

Non - Teenage Gurl

Heylooo.....i hav been quite lazy dese days...sheesh...well lets c....cuckud turned 20 on monday, 31st march...lot of fun came....at 12 i was bizi studyin the general well-being experiment from my psychology record book....den the gang cums in wid a cutee card and hersheys chocolates....nish n farz gave me cards too...

Bday mornin cuckud woke up n dressed all pretty in red shalwar kameez...alll confident fer the practical xam wich went really well n i will b so disappointed if i get nethin less dan 23.....i was surprized with number of ppl frm my class who new it was my bday but habbie came...after xam, at sneha' pg we were deciding on a place to go fer lunch...20 feet high was the chosen one...i got my 1st gift fer the day in her pg dat time...genelee got me a 'yellow' :) folder n a pretty book of handmade papers...of course the yellow handmade paper luks the prettiest....sitara, sneha, sana and aditi gave me a pretttyyy bedspread (informed recently dat it aint bedsheet) since i m movin to me new flat by tomm hopefully.... the above mentioned names + nish, van, farz, mridula and paddy - all of us went fer a yum n huge lunch at 20 feet high...ohh i got my first cake fer the day...tiramisu and a fruit punch...extremely yum was not the phrase fer it! :D habbie came...

As soon as i got home wid nish, farz and van after a heavy lunch..wham! happy bday to uuu....da gang waitin in the house wid a sexi chocolate cake....saphro of course did the honours of messin ma face...spl thnks to BD fer completely messin ma hair...dey alll gav me a bean bag..so i finally hav my own bean bag... yipeeiiiiii.... :D vanny gave me yellow mugs....one fer display and one fer use...so yayiiiii agn...smiley mugs btw....!

Evenin house party was fun.....boooze, music and fooling arnd....sumone, a prick did ruin it and i cant tell u how i wanted to whack dat person but well i cudnt do much...damnit!!!

Overall - a success.....happpy came the whole day....quite a few unexpected wishes and loads of expected wishes didnt cum in...its ok not dat i care too much but i definitely wudnt mind mentioning this...

And finally, CuCkUd has completed her teenage years nd moved to bein a kiddish adult...pffttt!

Oh but i totally wana thnk alll my frds who made diz one special fer me....! luv ya guys, mwah!!

Belated Habbie Bday to me :D

Delays But Heylo

Lot of things happenin around me and with me...i was meant to b blogging since a long time bout lot of things of wich i think i hav forgotten quite a few of them... :P well lets c...

The seniors farewell wich happend ysterday dats the 20th march, also the last official working day of colg was a blast....we created diz kewl party atmosphere, food was decent and we all went mad dancin on so many tracks...towards the end so many seniors got senti n how i pictured myself in a similar situation next year...argh!!

On 19th we had agn wid the seniors gone fer clubbin at 'The Beach'...so now i no one more club in blore..dat agn was a lot of fun...it was ladies night and we got free drinks... :D

I can't believe in like little more than 2 mnths i will b in my final year of graduation...damn n here i do not wana grow up dude....shit time surely is runnin.... :( newaz its towards the end of sem right n we hav all da big daddies coming....working for the radio show dese days...i feel so ignorant wen i see the amount my friends no....but i make myself happy wid the fact dat i m a tech-savvy person...nd dats my forte! nevertheless it's amazingly fun... den psychology practicals will b happenin right on my birthday! how kewl is dat...but the next practical xam after dat will b on the 5th april hopefully so atleast me n few more ppl can hav fun on my bday...yayiii....i m kinda sad...i will officially finish wid my teen years...damn...how i hate u time!

Well here's whts latest..i found a flat today...so starting april i will b livin by meself in a one bedroom flat on nandi durga extension road in jay mahal area...its a terrace flat...whieee....i think i m quite lucky wid this flat n pg business considerin how other ppl whom i hav seen lukin fer places hav struggled...i m a little apprehensive but well i believe in the whole until n unless u try it, how u gonna find out dude...so widout further thinkin cuckud isa outta chakravarthy house...Anddd 20th april dude i m goin back to my 1st paradise fer vaccation...whieee....diz will offcially b my last vaccation as far as havin a livin family in dubai coz den my folks r shiftin to bombay so i will bcum bombay chick den....haila!!! :P lol.....but newaz i can't wait to go back...!

I guess i m done fer now...if i remember more, i shall cum n enlighten u....

*Toilet cleaning time* Sheesh!!! :P

More Rantings

You no one of the important things to do wen u hav to create sumthin is to structure ur thought process well wich helps to score a brownie and also helps to make it much easier by the way..well here i m quite confused right now..i hav a not-so-interesting assignment to do wich is similar to wht i had done in my 2nd sem, only here it will b used for sumthin else...

I don't like hypocrites..i managed to find diz sort of a hypocrisy in one of my friends..

I think i saw a dead dog today...think bcoz i m not sure if it was dead yet...

I sumtimes feel i m not one the most typical media student..its sad and it sucks..sumtimes almost bad as bein a 'black-spot' on ne media student.. :( like diz ignorant fool i m wht to do..but agn i cannot possibly think of seeing myself in any other field. :P

The other day jan n me went to coffee world bcoz of my super craving fer those amazing waffles nd i discovered a new loue frm this place - Belgian Chocolate...*orgasmic* aaahhh...

I hate the ricks here and the new increased fares..radio guest lecture was kaka today..creativity didnt flow..i luvvv ice candies...i feel quite lost now..

Stop!

P. S. I Love You

I have always been the kind who wudnt waste too much money on watchin films in theatre..atleast in dubai...but den after i shifted here it continued till last week since wen i dun mind watchin every movie in theatre...not dat i m doin dat but after jodha akbar dat day, today i went fer P.S. I Love You wid saphy, sneha and jan...

After a great jodha akbar, evn diz movie was like amazin....i mean i no i suck wen it cums to critiquing sumthin but nevertheless, dis movie jus felt really gud to watch..der r soo many places wer u go awww and how sweet n how thotfull and all dat jazz...der was jus one scene wer 1 and a half tears (left eye jus got wet and tear did not completely roll down like the right eye) came...

Nachos in pvr taste much better dan in fun cinemas...oh we jus made it in time u no...traffic and its pollution sucked today...but agn if u hav experienced so much of dubai traffic, it feels nuthing...but pollution!!! *cough..cough...cough....!!*

P.S. - Gerard Butler is HOT! *drools*

Flashback

One of my cousin sent me 3 snaps of me wile i was sum 1 or 2 years old...damn i can't believe how cute i was u no...check dem out...(no dat aint my parents...from left top - bina (bua), aunty, uncle..da kids frm left - my sister and 2 cousins n da cute lil thing in dungrees is 'ME' lol)( heheh horsie ride...)(finally the serious xpression... :))

Goodnite!

Happie Blogger

After a spree of blah days wer i had completely over-stressed myself, i m soo happie dese days..for no apparent reason! i fool arnd a lot, trouble quite a few classmates and am not by meself most of the time...yea yea *pats back* :)

I wore one of my new tops today frm the recent 3000 ka shoppin i did...nd i got quite a few compliments on it...so happie came...and my ears were finally blessed wid sumthin dat i hadnt heard frm the time i moved to mounts..my name mentioned fer doin well in a paper fer tests n quizzes and assignments...today my prof. told me i hav done well in the 2nd internals test.. another happiee came...had sum free lectures today but we were meant to sit in class so during add. eng. few of us played ' revised' name, place, animal and thing and during comm. eng class few of us played english antakshri...it is a lot more difficult than the normal hindi one...but fun came...

At home also today, we were like making dances fer all those usual hip-hop songs and we shall put them to use in Tyca tomm...

But a weird realization hit me bout sumtime back...n its confusing...u no how i m bout bball yea? n der haznt bin much happenin wid it right now..n how i always thot dat i wana hav it as a career..a frd jus walled me n asked bout hows bball goin..so it kinda like hit me...its bin more dan a mnth since i played at all..lekin it hsnt botherd me too much..my obsession after all seems to b fadin away..i duno if its the whole bein in blore bit coz experiences here havnt been very gud n its like completely turned me off and i m cumin to dubai n der this tournament happenin n i m like dying to play it n last time i arranged my team n shit but this time i hav to like ask other chiks coz i cant b der wile we hav to register n all dat shit n i will b really upset if i dun end up playin it...
So now i m confused if passion fer my game is goin fer a toss den it wud b a very disappointing thing coz i hav never felt so passionate bout nethin else so far and if dat is fadin away den i dunt hav a particular passion!!??

No but i m not gonna start wid deep pondering over the matter n findind an answer...i will rather let it cum to me n still take each day as it cums...

Wait i m putting another post up...

Jodha Akbar :)

Today was a rather useless day as far as classes were concerned.. for a change i reached colg before 8 30 bcoz i felt like bein der before the lecturer reached coz i m always like 5-7 ish mins late fer her class.. yep she picked today not to show up fer teaching...well but good fer the class coz we gave attendence n got a free hour...and few of us headed to our usual breakfast domain - canteen fer idlis :P

Hours 2 and 3 happend...4th was environmental studies wich no1 attends and we were excused from the last 2 hours...so after 3rd hour damn we bcame freeee... :) since we had abundant time on our hands me, genelee, sneha, padidididiee (padma) and aditi went fer lunch to Casa Picolas..a veg macaroni salad and a chocolate marble cake served wid ice cream and life felt gooodd...lunch done and good-byes said, ppl headed back and i went to sigma mall to watch jodha akbar...

I didn't think i wud do sumthin like go fer a movie all by myself coz i no a frd frm dubai who does dat n the first time i heard the idea, i was quite surprized...but it is no different from goin in a group...it was quite enjoyable...mebe if the movie dat i wud hav picked, sucked, den dat wud b a problem! but dude jodha akbar = :D and i m like really hooked on to the song; khwaja mere khwaja...and omg hrithik is very hot as usual....full on fun came!

Evening was eventful as well....hats off to all the people who wash clothes fer a living...damn i m soo tired...oh i m gonna go all pretty to colg tomm... whieee...ok now i m jus blabbering...stop!

*Yawns*

The Patient Fool

After getting done with two of my tests today by like 1 45 ish wich was btw psychology followed by general english, i headed to R R's Blue Mount.

Its an eating place wich i prefer in vasanth nagar, (a famous lane also referred to loafer's lane) just opposite college, mainly for the veg cheesy boat that u get there. Right so i reached there at 2 00 wile der was only a small group of girls (it usually gets extremely crowded during lunch hours or right after a test or an exam gets over) and was the last one waiting at the counter till 2 25, by the time so many more came in and got wht they wanted and left also..welll i finally got the darned cheesy boat...now i duno if i m extremely dumb n dun make my presence felt dat i hav been waitin for so long or extremely patient as long as i get wht i really like eating in the end... oh another thing dat cheesy boat usually takes more time to be made than the other stuff..so can the shop n the ppl b excused for attending to me much later than i deserved simply bcoz it takes time?

On the way back home, i found a 50 bucks note on the road...lucky me :) ? well guess wht? yahaa i didnt take it...n i felt equally gud and bad bout myself at the same time... :S

My beloved literature test tomm *shudders* and communicative english...oh but the last two...teehee...

Toodles...

A Transparent Blanket

In my class, people studying, people talking
and some needing help and explaining.
I choose to sit and write out my mind.

A dire need - to be heard, to be understood.
I know the blame is mine for the identity of
a recluse, but that's not what I was. That's
what I have turned out to be. And even I
have a blame to put on...You tell me who?

The ever existing irony like a split personality,
one is the strongest being alive who can walk
long and far without a definite companion.
The contrast asking for just one who can
match how this mind works. Just one.

Maybe there are more than one and 'again'
I am the culprit of alienation but 'again'
I may not want to be blamed. This isn't raw
but like an old wound scratched again and again
and each time you can't do anything but see
that oozing red, feel the shuffling tingle and
accept the ugly mark that is left behind.

Insanity getting attributed to me by more
and more of those 'supposedly normal mortals.'
It is not so complicated my friend - just a
difference in the frequency of those marbles.
Actually, it's just that simple!
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Yeah, i no as emo as it can get but then agn its ok to voice out your thoughts in the most authentic form once in a while...rote it during a class..free class ok! :P

P.S - its not any sort of poem...i jus like ritin it in paras for a change...

A Quick One

I really hope i dun turn anorexic or sumthin in the next approx. 1 year and 3 mnths dat i hav to be here...No i mean, u no how much food matters to me right n how i thoroughly enjoy all the diff kinda 'good' food dat i get to eat....but unfortunately our dearest india (specifically Bangalore since i m here right now) tends to be very 'hygenic' and pretty much maintains a regular record wer all the food joints ensure dat u find a strand of hair or a bug, or an ant or even sumthin else wich may look like a part of the dish itself but heehee...how bout playin surprise surprise... :)

Newaz the point bein, i chose to order frm Dominos today after bein a regular customer of Pizza Hut for quite sumtime and with my usual bad luck and jinx n all those other jing bang terms i associate wid my luck, i 'just' found a microwaved black bug stuck to the crust of a slice.... *JOY* i m quite definite, if only that bug knew how fussy i can get bout the hygiene bit of my eatin business, it wud hav never thot of resting its pretty butt on the crust of that slice of mine...Well one slice wasted there..ey nd i still havent started practicin sadism but that bug was crushed and 2 of its legs were broken already (wait i dun remember if i broke them wile tryin to scrutinize and reach a conclusion bout whts perching on my pizza slice) and the remainin two were still stuck to their respective places...It had becum rather crisp (if i can use the word) from the heat of the oven ofcourse...

Thats not all btw...coz after that slice gone n the next slice eaten, i found a strand of hair on another slice..damn am i lucky or AM I LUCKY? but here the confusion is dat it may hav dropped from my own head and the length of the hair backs dat up but agn it was below the crust (i was eating stuffed crunch pizza) and ders no way it can crawl below the main surface right? and wht if the cook dude is a person who prolly has long hair (u wud consider my length of the hair, for a guy, long right!? and did not bother wearin his dat longish cook hat? (wht is it called, sumone???) and since i found the bug i can xaggerate and make a scene okay! :P

I totally giv credit to myself u no..i mean i logged in thinkin all i wana rite is i found a bug n a strand of hair in my pizza today and i cant believe how descriptive i can manage to get all the time n make a quick one quite time consuming... :D well who cares...
2nd round of internals start tomm...*all the best*

C u in the next post...

Curriculum on Sex Education - Seminar on 16th Feb, 2008

Like mentioned previously, i m back to rite bout our seminar wich we helped to organize in colg...it was a complete II PyEC creation alongwith our HOD.. :) glad to inform u once agn that it was a success and the presentation we gave went quite well... yeah so i wana mention it agn noo!

It started a lil later dan 9 and hey i was the person handling the laptop..i mean for those paper presenters...not dats how it was decided but i was edittin a few things for our presentation n i jus happnd to be sitting der n ended up handling the laptop..but i liked that..made me feel like diz total tech savvy chik... :P Da seminar was divided into 2 sessions...one, wich had 5 paper presenters - a filming followed by a talk, a gynecologist, a counseller, a teacher cum parent and a prinicipal (too lazy to mention their names.) Next we had a coffee break fer 15 mins where i didnt get to take a break coz we had to rehearse our presentation wich was the first thing right after the break in the 2nd session followed by jan n aditi's presentation...second last was a workshop wer the audience was divided into 3 groups ( curriculum development, methodology and implementation and barriers and possible solutions) and they had to discuss n cum up wid ideas...then one frm each group came and spoke out their findings....dat time i was bizi fooling arnd wid sanjana, alisha and sagari by clickin pics from sneha's laptop cam...and clickin solos n obessesing over myself..teehee...Finally, was but of course the vote of thnks...oh i had a nice snack and coffee wile those ppl were bizi discussing abt their respective topics..

We almost went to do our presentation for an all india seminar thingi but finally we didn't..

Over...

From Bank Visit

Best Medicine - Laugh

Best Dress - Smile

Best Book - Life

Best Sport - Duty

Best Friend - Praise

Best Judge - Experience

Best Gift - Happiness

Best Student - Attempt

Best Lesson - Patience

Best Food - Thought
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Fixed Deposit Matured...Cuckud isa rich gurl dese days....

Goodnight...!

How I Love Those Conversations

Can i whine again? i mean its been a wile now hasn't it? Shut up! i will wenever i feel like and bout whtever i feel like.... HAH! yeah i was jus tryin to act all kewl with a i duno wht i wud call it kinda start.... :S

*admires the bruise caused by jan's brutal pinch*

Right so cumin back to wht i wanted to voice out, i dun like dependin on ppl fer anythin...welll sumtimes it so happens dat i hav to depend on ppl fer sumthin n its not necessarily their fault dat dey cant b der fer dependancy but i still hav to blame it on them...not hinting to nethin in particular....

Well i hav been meanin to shift out of my current domain - the chakravarthy house bcoz i hav been cravin fer my individual space a lil too much these days...my first preference was movin into another flat but dat doesnt seem to b workin out...hence, i shall find myself a decent pg wich is close to colg and does not hav ne sort of too many rules besides the usual thingis of a pg..however, thnks to my dearest parents (especially mama comin to the rescue) said if worse of worst (dats how its meant to be ritten?) situation comes den dey will let me find a flat n be on my own.... *chotu joy*

I hav never really been the kind who would appreciate family too much or spend enough time wid them...and i really feel disappointed sumtimes... i always hav given a lot of preference to my friends n i hav realized, especially after shiftin,how rong it has been on my part to do so...these days i mean almost every time i get thingi bout issues or feel rather uneasy n disturbed i run online and hav a talk wid my mum....n i can't tell u the amount it always helps..i mean i jus start relaxing and smiling after i m done talkin wid her...oh boy! i hope my shifting business settles and wraps up quickly....i really hate hanging in the middle of sumthin....

It seems bcoz of the kinda stress i hav been takin lately, i keep suffering frm dese random memory lapses n i m quite ignorant bout whts goin on arnd me unles sumone in particular comes and actually informs me bout it...oh on another random note, psychology quiz was a piece of cake n saph, malvika and jan had to treat me on chocolates fer helpin them in the quiz... :) even otherwise i hav been eating a lot of chocolates lately...i seriously think i m gona suffer frm diabetes and die..

Hey the seminar on sex education was a success...i shall post bout it soon..lots of assignments i hav to do tomm so arghhhh!!! and i hav another quiz next week...*beloved literature..wild dances*

Ok now i hav totally deviated frm my main topic so i will jus quit ranting....belated habbie bday to my x classmate from school - umme.....

I dedicate this post to my mama....muah

*timeout*

Happy Valentines Day? :P

How awesum can it get man...i mean i hav sumthin to blog bout almost everyday now....like since ysterday i hav a few fwrds wich i consider worth puttin up solely fer the fact dat dey made me feel nice wen i read them...well i m still debatin a lil but lets c...i m sure i will end up puttin dem :P

Ok after soo long i m gonna blog bout a typical annoyin but ok day i went thru...1st we had a quiz today in general english nd yes like i had planned to wake up at 4 n study didnt happen n i woke up only by like 6 30 - 7 ish...sooo yup hurried and not so thorough studyin alongwith honesty wile attemptin the quiz, i will get 4.5 outta 10 :( !! n noin the typical me n my attitude bout bein one of the best in 'whtever' i do, u can pretty much guess wht happnd...and den few of my classmates bcame the victims of my pissiness...aiween lyin in the background is the fact dat i m chummin so i m generally 'blugh' wile i chum...oh the g.e class ripped away the 1st 5 of the 15 mins break n i didnt get to eat my idli coz the canteen gets extremely crowded unless u reach like at the very beginning....i managed to buy a brownie from elsewer to soothe my boilin mind...

Well next, comm. eng class provided temporary relief coz we got excused from the last 2 hours of colg wich were agn comm eng. and that hour we pretty much discussed bout the seminar...the piss off was dat yest i carried my laptop the whole day coz we were supposed to show the rough draft of our presentation to the HOD and she admitted to bein too tired at the end of the day and so, i carried my laptop agn today...well assured dat today we will show it no matter wht, otherwise i vouched to beat up sitara n amreen (classmates and presentation partners) fer my personal satisfaction, we didnt! (ok i didnt really beat dem up :P) and dat added to the pissiness of course..

Again, the great :@ valentines day today n pretty balloons all over the place everywer! however i managed to hav a decent time (with no particular issues from my beloved little redies and whities with the exception of dem hangin all arnd me) wile we had lunch at Casa Picolas...den a pretty nap fer bout 2 hours calmed me to a great extent and i headed to coffee world alongwith sneha, genelee and paddy [padma (agn classmates)]...Genelee had suggested that the place had guudd waffles n we (sneha n me) were plannin to go der soon...i was persistent bout goin today coz i thot waffles wud work fab wid makin my mood better and FINALLYYY!!!!

I no the post is gettin quite long n detailed (:P) but i jus feel like goin on typin...soo at coffee world i faced more pretty things but dey were hangin harmlessly and der was no tampering n hence no danger whtsoever...i pretty much fergot dat dey were arnd...oh btw der, me n paddy ordered waffles wid ice-cream (waffles had choco sauce served alongwith ice-cream and whipped cream..slurrp..slurrp.. :D), genelee ordered the original waffles wich was served with honey n luked rather golden and sneha ordered the valentines day special wich had 2 choco frappes (i took one) and waffles wid actual strawberries and its syrup ( i fergot the exact name)...

I feel like makin diz more n more expressive but den i will spare, whoever! BUT all of the above mentioned orders tasted 'EXTREMELY DELICIOUS' and were not charged at fancy prices...so after a helluva time der, we headed to our respective homes....well, we hav decided to visit it more often, the place...Fer me, i can say, those waffles totally saved the day today! dat rhymed :P

After i got home i found out that housemates were goin to pizza hut fer din-din n i cudnt go...wana guess the reason!!!? !$@#^#!@ newaz wile i m ritin all diz, i got 3 chocolates frm Mackintosh's Quality Street so yayi!! oh dey were sent by saph's sis fer valentines day...so thotful :)

Finally, lookin with dread at the upcoming bizi weekend filled wid the seminar and quite a few assignments, i shall finally end it.... *joy to the world?!! :P *

P.S. - der seems to b a change in the spacing wile i rite here n i dun like!

P.P.S. - Yea Happy Valentines Day!

Blue Nails - Cold Coming

The weather is not so kewl in B'lore anymore... :( i mean it gets annoyingly warm sumwer from after 10 30 ish till prolly sun down...

Today, while we sat for our guest lecture (Session 3), the ac in the audio visual room was on...so after like bout an hour and a half the room was pretty cool in a comfy way but dats fer me (i m a weird creature) and the rest of dem had bcum rather very cold....hands of my classmate sitting next to me bcame xtremely cold and now the kewl part was dat her nails turned quite blue....i assume and even hav been told earlier that it is a common thing dat happens to many ppl but i jus thot it wud b fun to capture a pic of those blue nails n put dem up...( dey luked quite blue wen i clicked dem...i duno how far has my fone camera done justification to dem... not very gud...tsk tsk)( how bout the close-up? yeah i think u can see the 'blueness' better here..)

Yeah i no i seem to be on this spree of random updates but its impulsive wer i jus think i wana blog bout it...so i do n i like....!

Quiz tomm...arghhhh!!! mebbe i shud finally start but hah i m gonna wake up in the mornin n do it...*yawn*

Gudnite..!

Doggie Student

There are a lot of dogs on our colg campus....very frdly and running arnd ppl wid food. Once, long time back sumwer in third sem, i was really amused wen one of the dogs jus randomly came strolling in our class while it was in session and since i was not very used to sumthin like dat, i was surprised to see dat noone in class really paid attention to that....or rather reacted to it...well yea it is a common thing wich happens during our classes... however, since da 1st time till now, wenever a dog comes walking in, i always imagine wht wud it be like, if sumthin like diz happend in mahe... :P i duno i find the thot very amusing fer sum reason...

Newaz today, during the 3rd hour which was literature btw...one of the dogs walked in and cozily settled below a bench, the same one, on wich i was sitting....so in between of lisenin in class, i kept checkin the dog below the bench...haahaha it was very cute fer sum reason....and da best part was wen i checked wile it was soooo cutely sleepin on the side leg wich connects the front leg of the bench to the back (if dat made sense).... i really wish i cud click a pic at dat time but i had to wait till the class got over nd by then it had shifted a lil, wasnt sleepin and was facin the other side...however, i still clicked a pic...(shit dogs can b soo cute...n i really wish i cud capture wen it was sleepin)

:)

Interesting Random Pics

I assume dese wud prolly b a common sight coz i took dem frm my super wall on facebook....but i thot i wanted to blog bout dem....
(lol i think its a funny pic...!)

( For sum reason i find diz pic sooo adorable. and that line 'We all know one' tells me one person i know fer sure - myself :P :D but i dun mind...

Done for now...Toodles...

The New Subject

Feb 11th, Monday (yesterday) my classmates and me found diz interesting note on the black-board in the Additional English class.
( I hav this thing of ritin the date in the add. eng. class soo yeah dat date i wrote.. :P)

Also, Genelee and Jan had diz discussion wer Jan suggested that they were sum motion notes that were available and sumone added the word 'loose' to it...i guess pretty obvious frm the pic coz the word loose is ritten in a different handriting...* Yes i want to mention ever detail of wht i m talkin bout...*

I hav a Psycho project to complete and i m quite tired already from putting together the paper presentation for the sex education seminar on saturday....

End

Long Belated Happie Bday!

I can't believe i forgot bout it....it was the 4th of november, 2007 dat my bloggie turned 2 years old...yea i no i make it sound like a babie but it is my babie...i wudnt no wht to do if i didnt hav my bloggie to rite on....well but how happie am i ....2 successful years... whieeeeee :D

I had been kept frm bloggin fer random reasons like no internet on my laptop, my stupid sickness wich lasted a lil more dan a week, lack of time in a day and so on....but the other day i read a post on sarah's blog sayin her blog finished 2 years and ting! ting! ting! coz i jolly well remember i was the first one to start a blog among my school classmates...

Nevertheless, a toast to my dearest bloggie; "Absolute Cuckudness" who has successfully taken all my pieces of randomness, emotional outbursts and talent (once in a while :P) for 2 whole years and a little more now, since i m so late....

Loadsa Luv! :P

*Drops Curtain*

That One Odd Day

Slowly walking, hand in hand
feeling the silence along the shore
talking and laughing away to glory.

Just me and my good old friend
made a whole different world
of thoughts, emotions & aspirations.

Not many of the others knew her
I was the best one she liked
Even i kept her discrepancy. Now
a little indifferent was she.

It had become a routine from
afternoon till the high tides came
everyday for months now.

That was an 'odd' day when
that man came and asked;
"Miss, everytime I come here I
see you walking along this
shore talking to yourself. Why?

I smiled at him, walked,
looked at my friend as she
winked at me. We laughed.

Slowly walking, hand in hand
feeling the silence along the shore.....

Just me and my good old friend
made a whole different world.....
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We had a poetry competition in colg...da winners wud get their work published in the colg magazine...i hadnt planned on enterin it coz i m not a very gud poet and specially not wen u r given random topics to rite bout on a random day...nevertheless, i went fer it and diz is wat i came up wid.... :P we were given two topics; freedom and friendship... even though diz is not one of my gud works, i kinda felt gud after ritin diz..it made me smile....few of my classmates who read it of course cud not possibly say dat it sucks (incase it does) and one frd thot it had guddd imagery....well newaz its one of my works so i still value it... :)

*End*

South - West and All India University Basketball Women's Tournament

Long time since i blogged....well after i came back from my tournament, my laptop waznt detecting the wireless connection and i didnt wana blog frm another laptop...i dun get the feel of it...well da problem was solved and it was jus tht the internet button on my laptop had been disabled...damn technology amazes me...'a button' manage to cause a whole issue....

Talkin bout my trip to Andhra Pradesh, we went to Nellore...its a small town very different frm Blore....u cannot find stuff like corner house, pizza hut and all to spoil urself.... :P Let me begin frm the train journey....we travelled in a second class sleeper coach...i duno y but travellin in a train after soo long felt very gud fer sum reason...it was an overnight journey...neither the train nor the toilets were too bad...dat too i was chummin but unlike travelling by volvo which was sucha pain wile i was chummin, diz was pretty pleasant and i didnt hav issues as such....

I was gonna mention a day to day thing bout my enitre trip but den its been so long so i m gonna cut it short...1st day we did nudin but eat 4 meals a day n sleep...yaha frm the breakfast to the dinner, whtever dey were feedin us tasted really nice...i ate extremely well fer those 4 days...ok i was like xpectin lot of practices and matches to play but we hardly did much...we had 3 games outta wich 1st was a bye game coz blore uni was a winner frm last year so dey get the advantage or sumthin...2nd game was a walkover we got frm S. R. M. Chennai and the 3rd game we played (only game we played dat too only the 1st 5 players coz it was very close and da rest of us werent very well coordinated wid the main players...) was wid Pune University wich we lost by 4 points..score 25-21...yeha we lost at the knockout level....there was a lot of sidey crowd wich came to watch the games n i swear they were a royal pain...we got sum media coverage frm a local news channel... :P der was diz weird eliteness that we enjoyed bcoz we were frm blore...dun ask me how n why...but der was diz certain awe dat ppl were in of us... :)

For the inauguration ceremony all the teams had to do a march past in the hot sun and den der were speeches by all the big shots of Nellore or A.P. whtever... dey released so many balloons in the air and der was a fireworks display (mornin..broad daylight !!!! :S) for 5 mins...yup i lost it at dat time though i had my mp3 music blaring in my ears...oh we played a frdly match agnst i fergot who fer sum 5-10 mins and dats da only time i got to play fer sum 40-60 secs.. :( der was diz camp fire dat was organized wer neone frm ne team could perform sumthin...i cudnt go fer it coz agn gud old fireworks fer no apparent reason were happenin...

Dats pretty much the notable events of the entire trip...as fer stayin every team was put in a classroom ( stayed in V. R. college) which had a huge, dusty red carpet laid..we had to spread a bedsheet or sumthin n sleep on the floor...der were INFINITE number of mosquitoes who bit the crap outta me thruout the trip..it was extremely annoyin..i duno how long will it b till all da marks can go away...usin coils dat dey provided and odomos wich i bought didnt seem completely enuf and i was still traumatized....1st day we when we jus reached, we counted 4 bats in the room...the corridors had big fat lizards here and der...cobwebs and one rat was also found...(corridors)..another significant irritatin thing was the toilets provision...takin shower was the pits as der was no hot water and the water provided waznt very clean... i occasionally kept findin used sanitary pads in the toilet or the bathing area...yuck!!!

On the last day we managed to hire a 4-wheel Cheverolet and a semi-pro guide who took us arnd and showed us four temples...they were Peninsula Narsimha temple, Kamakshama temple, Ranganathan temple and Venkateshwara Swami temple...i no these r 4 names but one place i think had 2 temples...so yeah... check out sum pics i clicked...(ready fer march past...each team had a chick clad in sum sari holdin the uni name board..)(dese were one kind of toilets...da other toilets atleast had a door but dey were as dirty and sumtimes clogged...)

(this is the classroom wer we stayed and that red carpet..)

(One of the temple vidoes i took)

I hav more pics and videos but den i wudnt put up all of dem...damn a hugee post....! hav fun! :P

University Basketball Camp :D

Yeah i no i was supposed to rite bout my colg fest Cul-Ah but den i hav jus been delayin it fer sum trivial reason or another n now i think its far gone so shud i still take da efforts n rite bout it...nahhhh!!! well in short it's like diz kick-ass thing wich i never got to witness in Dubai before...it has lotta food stalls n chotu sutff like bags, accessories, tea, etc ka stalls...dey do tattoos and face painting n mehndi lagaofyin n all....as far as da competitions r concerned dey hav so many categoriess....i m not listingg...just think of how many categories u wud need fer 3 days fest wich has like sumthin goin on at the main stage, another chotu stage, all audis n a few other venues..phew!!! big shit it indeed was! fun came!

Now ahem lets talk bout da latest hot news.... :D CuCkUd gave tryouts for university camp n yahaaaaa she gets selected....so i get to go to Andhra Pradesh n i m leavin today representing the blore university der...my train is at 7 n our tickets are booked under da waiting list...we r supposed to take da Howara Express (if i spelt dat right) n hav to travel overnight...everythin frm travelling to stayin n eating is covered by the university....oh we even got jerseys n wid my luck my first outdoor thingy n ders yellow in my jersey...all of ours yea....its grey n yellow.... :) too bad i cant hav my number (7) coz ders another chick on the team who has da thing fer da same number but den agn i dun wana b too greedy......nd agn once we reach Andhra we gonna get our practice kit....jackets and track pants.....so how kewl can it get!!!!!? Whieeeeeeeeeeeeee......!!!! :D

The amount i got to play in this camp is pretty more dan wht i hav got to play fer Mounts so far (practices and tournaments) putting lil exaggeration.......unlike colg coach who has been da demotivating force in my game n makin it so difficult fer me all da time, (unintentionally i guess or hope :P) this coach is much better....yup i think i prefer male coaches to female coaches...i m goin fer a week's camp and shall cum back by 24th or 25th of diz month.....

Till den hopin to hav an awesum experience and playing out der!!!! *pats back proudly*
Whieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee........

Toodles....

Flickers 2008

'Flickers' is a seminar wich is organized by Commits (a colg i think wich provides M.A.)... Diz is da first seminar wich i hav attended....it was on cinema and television.....it was surely a long thing (went on fer about 8 hours includin a lunch break fer 45 mins) n dat was bcoz dey had really long q/a sessions after each speaker...

The seminar was divided into a mornin and an evenin session.We got to hear 7 smart n successful ppl working in the media....
In the morning session there was Shimit Amin (director of ChakDe), Anurag Kashyap (a dialogue riter n maker of films like No Smoking and Black Friday) and Rohit Vaid (a big thing in television area and currently makin his own film)...personally i think Anurag Kashyap and Rohit Vaid (specially) did sum guddd talkin and explainin...They spoke bout their take on how bollywood cinema is, da various challenges faced in cinema, discussion of deir movies and so on...After each dude der was a short quiz wich was conducted n ppl givin answers were given prizes...

For the afternoon session there were 4 ppl who were previously part of Commits and who passed out not very long ago but have already made a noteworthy mark in deir respective fields...first was Gaurav Momaya (has assisted Indra Kumar in Pyaare Mohan and Dhamaal), Deep Pal (from CNBC Awaaz), Faye D'Souza (working for CNBC Tv18) and Prema Sridevi (from Times Now) Gaurav enlightened with his experience as an assistant director and da other 3 gave their viewpoints bout journalism using their channel as an xample....

Alll da talks were quite gud and i managed to do sum fun learnin...these were followed by a panel discussion wer da afternoon session speakers answered questions raised by da audience...da panel discussion was an awfully long thing to sit fer n screw my happiness for sum of the questions asked turned out to b prettyy lame....like dude....sha!! Me and 2 of my classmates were da only ppl who sat till da very end of the seminar...*pats back*....

Seemed like a fruitful and yet a tiring xperience...i was dressed in formals n quite a few ppl thot i luked nice :)...all of us were given certificates of participation....

On another note, i waznt aware dat der is an Indian women's basketball team (found out today from my player) and here i thot dat bball didnt exist beyond the national level.... :P

*End*

New Obsession

It seemed like the blogging world was collapsing but phew! my eyes had da privilege of reading 4 different posts today....right after i cum back frm my vaccations in Dubai i think der has been a swing of a magic wand sumwer....I say this because of the drastic changes that i hav gone thru in wht i can count as less dan a week after i returned...

It started with likin n appreciatin livin in Bangalore followed by takin tremendous amount of interest in college happenins, lectures, associatin wid classmates, taking each day as it comes and bein sorted in the head....Conclusion - bein a happy soul....!

Actually, on the contrary i think der is a rise in the amount of thoughts dat run in my head all the time but sumhow dey r different bcoz of the reasons fer which dey run in my head hav changed...now dey run jus to make me smile all the time...it does hav a lil freaky touch to it bcoz der r a couple of ppl who hav noticed me constantly mumbling to myself which i did not use to do before...like actually talk talk to myself if u no wht i mean! but really i dun care much....

I duno how but i hav moved on into diz new phase of mine wer i m insanely obsessed with succeeding...I mentioned in one of my previous posts that i m yet to realise dat one thing wich i can go on doin fer a long time, ace it like woh! n not get bored of it...I didnt no i wud realise it so soon jus after i post bout it but yeah it is basketball only...coz as i think bout it dats da only thing dat i see myself doin everytime i picture my life..i m having solid issues related to ma game right now but dats a different story altogether...and otherwise there is my course wich i m very enthusiastic bout...

I can see myself movin away frm all da typical college crowd indulgences....not dat i m completely out of it but i hav dese strong desires to shirk dem frm my life n b a goodie gurl...although i still haven't reached there...its more like withdrawing frm most of the usual stuff bcoz i more likely bored of it?!

Another thing is this sudden awakening dat i went thru which has taken me frm my fantasy land and dropped me in the actual world where i m constantly comparing wer i stand..hence come the urges to learn n be informed bout as many things as i can...here again diz faces a contradiction from my usual mind set of bein oblivious of all dat happens around me...

Bonding wid mama felt so gud today....she is sucha different character when compared to ma dad...like i duno wht i wud b like if it wasnt fer such a kewl mama dat i hav...Muah!

I feel like mentioning a few things; attending regular classes and paying invariable attention wid the help of 'polo' - :) ...finding nice ppl is such a joy...smokin on a terrace feels gud..realisin dat no matter how shitty it feels or gets but I can still go along all da way widout ne1 sends me on cloud nine..making efforts to improve vocabulary and knowledge widout ne sort of inferiority felt from another but a more learned person is great...luking presentable and pleasing :P most of the time is fun... attempting to eat healthy and be fit most of da time...making sumone feel better (did dat recently) and laughing n feeling gud bout my own pjs...blogging widout the intention of 'wanting' other ppl to read my blog nd still feel happy wen der is a comment on a post...
man i can go on riting the whole night but mebbe i shud stop fer now....

Another thing dats been happenin is dat i m sufferin frm quite a few of those wht I cud term as 'insignificant memory lapses' like fer eg. i suddenly forget how to spell comment!

Trying to come up with a radio play was as kewl but again as silly as it cud get... :P

It's been a long time since i rote a longgg post to enlighten bout myself but dis one is surely different...fer one der is no whining.. :D and two, i feel i hav ritten in a different manner...

I am almost gonna turn 20 (matter of abt 3 mnths) and despite the fact dat i hav been such an immature person most of my life and hav not achieved something drastically significant, i can still say dat i just feel proud of myself today!!! :D

*tears of joy*